It has been almost 1 and half years since I blogged. So many things had happened and in another four months 2011 will end. I want to be more happy, contented and grateful with what is going to happen, soon to happen and will happen.
A glance at what things that had happened:-
1. I had been in and out of the job
2. I had registered and officially becoming someone's wife, daughter in law and sister in law
3. I had become a private tutor full time and now turning back to part time up to now
4. I had find myself a job and been working since then
5. I had been to Hokkaido, Japan with the co for a week during the winter 2010
6. I had been to Seoul, South Korea for a week to visit the husband
Is that a lot for 1 and half a year.. nope I don't think so.
Showing posts with label moi. Show all posts
Showing posts with label moi. Show all posts
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Monday, December 28, 2009
Unfortunate
I am looking forward for the interview tomorrow. However, after calling to HR dept was disappointed. They made a mistake. They thought I did not went for the interview last week. For me, I thought they called me for the second interview..
They are still doing the selection for the first round till Jan 5th. From the feedback, it look positive. I am keeping my finger crossed, but as the day gone by, my spirits is getting lower and lower...
I am still hoping for a miracle to happen.......
They are still doing the selection for the first round till Jan 5th. From the feedback, it look positive. I am keeping my finger crossed, but as the day gone by, my spirits is getting lower and lower...
I am still hoping for a miracle to happen.......
Monday, October 19, 2009
3rd day of unemployment
I had finished serving the last day of the company and here I am ..
3rd day at home, while every one is heading to work.
I woke up about 9 am plus, had breakfast at 10 am plus, send a few emails out, check facebook then went to gym for 4 - 5 hours only 1 hour of bodystep, the rest are sauna steam taking bath, doing nothing , came home about 7 plus, had dinner and here I am facebook, checking email and watching tvb series at the same time....
3rd day at home, while every one is heading to work.
I woke up about 9 am plus, had breakfast at 10 am plus, send a few emails out, check facebook then went to gym for 4 - 5 hours only 1 hour of bodystep, the rest are sauna steam taking bath, doing nothing , came home about 7 plus, had dinner and here I am facebook, checking email and watching tvb series at the same time....
Friday, October 09, 2009
Seriously worry
In another 3 weeks, I will be officially out of job. Both my parents had already knew about it. Till now, I had been to quite a number of interview and yet neither one of it came back for a second interview. I am getting really worry. If I still do not get a job by end of this month what will become of me?
Every one will not be changing job as most of them are waiting for the bonus before they plan to move on. It's worrysome. I will be unemployed in another 3 to 4 months. What will become of me? I know I shouldn't be discouraged, but I can't help it. Who would ever figure out such things happened? Then again, with the current situation restructuring is not unusual.
I have to have hope that I will get a job soon. Be positive. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. However, I dare not put my hope too high if not I will be very disappointed..
Everyday, I have been wasting my time going to office, seriously doing nothing. Looking left and looking right. Doing nothing. I do not want to go anywhere at all. When I am at home, I just stayed in my room watching tv series. I am really worry.. I am slowly crawling into my own shell and stay in there forever.....
Oh please, I pray to you, please please let me have a job soon... I am depressed.
Every one will not be changing job as most of them are waiting for the bonus before they plan to move on. It's worrysome. I will be unemployed in another 3 to 4 months. What will become of me? I know I shouldn't be discouraged, but I can't help it. Who would ever figure out such things happened? Then again, with the current situation restructuring is not unusual.
I have to have hope that I will get a job soon. Be positive. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. However, I dare not put my hope too high if not I will be very disappointed..
Everyday, I have been wasting my time going to office, seriously doing nothing. Looking left and looking right. Doing nothing. I do not want to go anywhere at all. When I am at home, I just stayed in my room watching tv series. I am really worry.. I am slowly crawling into my own shell and stay in there forever.....
Oh please, I pray to you, please please let me have a job soon... I am depressed.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Monday, July 06, 2009
No Longer Happy
I'm no longer happy with what I'm doing any more. I do not have the passion for it. However, in everyone's opinion it is a good a big company accompany with potential in developing my career path. Shall I stay on just because of everyone or I do something I am passionate of?
Friday, March 13, 2009
Joyeux anniversaire!
Happy Birthday! Many greetings and wishes either via sms or facebook. I'm turning 31 today. Let me rephrase, I am 31 today. Birthday is suppose to be a happy ocassion where one celebrate it either with friends and family and love ones. Unfortunately, I don't feel happy at all.
A couple of days ago, I was looking forward for today. I even have the intention to post some birthday wishes I have in mind.
Something is troubling me..
I tendered resignation, and now still waiting whether is it possible for the co to release me earlier.. I really hope that they do. I have strong intuition that they will make things difficult for me. They would not let me off so easily. They will with held my pay and will not release me earlier. Why would a company do that? Don't they are afraid that they may have an employee who may wants to sabotage the company. No point holding on to someone where their heart is no longer with the company, right? sigh...
Update: The company decided to release me on the 31st March 2009 earlier then I expected. I know I should be happy but I feel disappointed.
I had made choices that I do not want to make. I''m feeling very bad right now in my heart...
I really don't feel happy at all eventhough it's my birthday.
A couple of days ago, I was looking forward for today. I even have the intention to post some birthday wishes I have in mind.
Something is troubling me..
I tendered resignation, and now still waiting whether is it possible for the co to release me earlier.. I really hope that they do. I have strong intuition that they will make things difficult for me. They would not let me off so easily. They will with held my pay and will not release me earlier. Why would a company do that? Don't they are afraid that they may have an employee who may wants to sabotage the company. No point holding on to someone where their heart is no longer with the company, right? sigh...
Update: The company decided to release me on the 31st March 2009 earlier then I expected. I know I should be happy but I feel disappointed.
I had made choices that I do not want to make. I''m feeling very bad right now in my heart...
I really don't feel happy at all eventhough it's my birthday.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
grateful
Finally, after 6 weeks of job hunting, an offer had came in. Had been to 3 second interviews but only one came back. PW had even asked me to go for a third interview but I didn't. I realised that the beauty line was never for me. Food and beverage is always my passion. I attended CJ's second interview but no news. U is the one being offered.
Initially, I was hoping very much to go into U because it is a big mnc. U is a reputable company which will add value to my profile. It will help me in the future. My sis's bf had an offer, and even my sis had an offer. I want an offer too. Then again, it is the profile that I'm going to be responsible which makes me hesitates. I am grateful. I am, really am!
When I received the news, that they had selected me. I was jumping with joy. I want to leave the current dreaded place.
Well, I could say in general the pay package is good enough for me. I'm happy with what they had offered.
Now, I'm to wait for my offer letter. They may call me to collect it even today!
Nice....
I'm looking forward to work in U eventhough, I'm not really into the profile that I'm going to be responsible of, but I'll do my best. I am challenging myself to it.
For a better future....
Initially, I was hoping very much to go into U because it is a big mnc. U is a reputable company which will add value to my profile. It will help me in the future. My sis's bf had an offer, and even my sis had an offer. I want an offer too. Then again, it is the profile that I'm going to be responsible which makes me hesitates. I am grateful. I am, really am!
When I received the news, that they had selected me. I was jumping with joy. I want to leave the current dreaded place.
Well, I could say in general the pay package is good enough for me. I'm happy with what they had offered.
Now, I'm to wait for my offer letter. They may call me to collect it even today!
Nice....
I'm looking forward to work in U eventhough, I'm not really into the profile that I'm going to be responsible of, but I'll do my best. I am challenging myself to it.
For a better future....
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
March babies
I received many forwarded emails and this is one of it.
March Babies
Attractive personality.
Sexy.
Affectionate Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others.
Great kisser.
Easily angered.
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Observant and assesses others.
So true..............
March Babies
Attractive personality.
Sexy.
Affectionate Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others.
Great kisser.
Easily angered.
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Observant and assesses others.
So true..............
Friday, February 27, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
no longer virgin
With this title, I strongly believe that more perverts and strangers are lurking around this blog. Why, cause the statement itself caused a lot of peeps to be curious.
I reserved a session of brazilian wax and IPL (Intense Pulse Lightning) for both myself and a friend of mine to Strip, Curve on Sat eve of CNY's eve. Brazilian wax is a type of hair removing method for the unseen area. In this case, it will be 'the muff'. IPL is another permanent method electric current is used to destroy the hair pores. Brazilian wax take about 30 - 35 mins and IPL is about 15 mins. So my friend went in for her session while I'm looking around the shop. It's made out of carton box material for the wall with a cement floor. Very bare and interesting industrial concept for a shop like this.
My name was called, and the strip therapist lead me to a room.
She said, "Remove your pants and panty". She is a lot friendlier then what I'm trying to portray here.
She left the room. Obediently I followed her instruction and laid on the bed covered myself.
She showed me a packet of personal hygiene wax pack, where the Stripette ( that's what they call their customers) will have their personal wax pack containing some cottom buds and some waxs strips to use. It's individual packed for hygiene purposes.
After examined my muff she said, "It's too short to have brazillian wax. Furthermore, you had been shaving and when you wax it will give you a slight pain. The pain will be slightly more than the usual due to the thickness of the hair".
She added," Your skin is too dried and wrinkled. It's like a 40 years old rather than my age."
My expression was horrific... -_- Like wtf ....
She explained further over cleaning will caused the skin to be dried and wrinkled. Well, I had been using feminine wash for quite some time for cleaniness and now she told me I over cleaned. It's not recommended to use it daily, however I can use it during the time of month. Washing too much is another cause of overdrying. Gosh, I'm just trying to be clean and I am too clean!?!??!Ridiculous, yes?
Well, She recommended me to do IPL instead it would not be to harsh on my skin.. plus it would be painless.
Agreeing to her suggestion, noting the price of IPL is so expensive
Changing to another room, where the IPL machine is located. Here I am laying on the bed waiting for the therapist to do her job.
She shaved all the hairs. Then, she used a piece of steel to place at the area. The steel plated is very cold against my skin. According to the therapist it is to numb the area so that I don't feel the current when she is doing IPL on my muffs... She did it repeatedly. I can feel the current on my skin when the utensil is working. Short current lightly bolted across the skin, it's not painful....
According the therapist, the hair will drop only 50% and to some individuals it would be more. I would need to come again for another round so that it work but looking at the price point, it's really expensive.
IPL needs 6th sessions to make sure that pores are death and no more hair growth and a yearly maintenance.
Updates: After 10 days and more, hair can even be plucked/ pulled out easily by fingers. No tweezers or what nots needed. It's fun.. hehehe
Now hair is growing...
Shall I go for another round??
I reserved a session of brazilian wax and IPL (Intense Pulse Lightning) for both myself and a friend of mine to Strip, Curve on Sat eve of CNY's eve. Brazilian wax is a type of hair removing method for the unseen area. In this case, it will be 'the muff'. IPL is another permanent method electric current is used to destroy the hair pores. Brazilian wax take about 30 - 35 mins and IPL is about 15 mins. So my friend went in for her session while I'm looking around the shop. It's made out of carton box material for the wall with a cement floor. Very bare and interesting industrial concept for a shop like this.
My name was called, and the strip therapist lead me to a room.
She said, "Remove your pants and panty". She is a lot friendlier then what I'm trying to portray here.
She left the room. Obediently I followed her instruction and laid on the bed covered myself.
She showed me a packet of personal hygiene wax pack, where the Stripette ( that's what they call their customers) will have their personal wax pack containing some cottom buds and some waxs strips to use. It's individual packed for hygiene purposes.
After examined my muff she said, "It's too short to have brazillian wax. Furthermore, you had been shaving and when you wax it will give you a slight pain. The pain will be slightly more than the usual due to the thickness of the hair".
She added," Your skin is too dried and wrinkled. It's like a 40 years old rather than my age."
My expression was horrific... -_- Like wtf ....
She explained further over cleaning will caused the skin to be dried and wrinkled. Well, I had been using feminine wash for quite some time for cleaniness and now she told me I over cleaned. It's not recommended to use it daily, however I can use it during the time of month. Washing too much is another cause of overdrying. Gosh, I'm just trying to be clean and I am too clean!?!??!Ridiculous, yes?
Well, She recommended me to do IPL instead it would not be to harsh on my skin.. plus it would be painless.
Agreeing to her suggestion, noting the price of IPL is so expensive
Changing to another room, where the IPL machine is located. Here I am laying on the bed waiting for the therapist to do her job.
She shaved all the hairs. Then, she used a piece of steel to place at the area. The steel plated is very cold against my skin. According to the therapist it is to numb the area so that I don't feel the current when she is doing IPL on my muffs... She did it repeatedly. I can feel the current on my skin when the utensil is working. Short current lightly bolted across the skin, it's not painful....
According the therapist, the hair will drop only 50% and to some individuals it would be more. I would need to come again for another round so that it work but looking at the price point, it's really expensive.
IPL needs 6th sessions to make sure that pores are death and no more hair growth and a yearly maintenance.
Updates: After 10 days and more, hair can even be plucked/ pulled out easily by fingers. No tweezers or what nots needed. It's fun.. hehehe
Now hair is growing...
Shall I go for another round??
Friday, February 06, 2009
dream wedding or dream off!!
Both of my favourites actress are on screen together! Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway. Bride Wars is the usual chick flick which I won't be doing a review about the movie. It caught me thinking. Normally for a gal, she should had or already had and knew what she wanted for her dream wedding. For me, eventhough I have been living on this earth for 31 years (in another 1 1/2 months) I had never thought of what I want for my dream wedding!
Surprise? Yeah, that's me. I could not imagine myself in a bridal gown or even marrying to someone at all. I enjoyed looking at bridal magazine though. I would consider myself as confident elegant young woman in reality do not have the slightest idea of what I want for my dream wedding. I know clock is ticking and the shares are declining....
Huh! Take That! *Slap at forehead*
Maybe it's time for me to figure it out...
Surprise? Yeah, that's me. I could not imagine myself in a bridal gown or even marrying to someone at all. I enjoyed looking at bridal magazine though. I would consider myself as confident elegant young woman in reality do not have the slightest idea of what I want for my dream wedding. I know clock is ticking and the shares are declining....
Huh! Take That! *Slap at forehead*
Maybe it's time for me to figure it out...
Friday, January 23, 2009
virgin muff
Great! Guess what... so after so much hearing about brazillian wax, here I am. I'd made the appointment tomorrow for IT at 6 o'clock @ The Strip, The Curve. Very anxious, after all it's a virgin experience. I will post about it when I have done it, very private. Well, it's my life and I will blog about what ever happened in my life.... It will be virgin muff soon.....
Drumming finger waiting anxiously for it.......
Drumming finger waiting anxiously for it.......
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
empty promises
I hate people who like to make empty promises and break it!
I meant every word I say and I'll do it.
Try me if you don't believe what I said.
I'll mark my word......
Period....
I meant every word I say and I'll do it.
Try me if you don't believe what I said.
I'll mark my word......
Period....
Monday, January 05, 2009
Friday, January 02, 2009
Somewhat Deep
From a close friend,
Remember,
Life is short,
Break the Rules,
Forgive and Forget,
Love Sincerely,
Laugh Uncontrollably, and
Never Regret the Decisions You've Made This Year!
Welcome the year 2009, no matter what it is going to be......
Lurves, Hugs and Kisses,
nette
Remember,
Life is short,
Break the Rules,
Forgive and Forget,
Love Sincerely,
Laugh Uncontrollably, and
Never Regret the Decisions You've Made This Year!
Welcome the year 2009, no matter what it is going to be......
Lurves, Hugs and Kisses,
nette
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Overboard
Things went overboard. I don't denied that the trust had been betrayed. Now, it is time to rebuild the trust starting from the beginning. It will take a very long time to rebuild the trust. How could certain people do not feel remorseful about their wrong doings and yet still putting the blame onto people? I brought this upon myself. It is a severe punishment. Now is to work hard to regain back the trust.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Overview of Life
Here I am staring blankly at the screen. Mouth yawning widely waiting for the time to pass. I knew I got to start working but today is a public holiday! Why am I in the office at this hour?? I should be back home lazing and relaxing. Well the company doesn't recognized today as a gazetted public holiday, geez... Isn't ridiculous.. Damn...
I am thinking of my resolution for the coming year 2009. I'm no longer in my twenties and I'm coming to my early thirties.
Overview of my own achievements.
Basicall I own a house and a car. I bought the house in Feb 2008 and I had started paying the interest last two months. My financial for the last two months had been pretty tied up after committing myself to this huge investment. No more luxury purchase, no more holidays..... As for my car, I have remaining of 1 year plus of installment. I bought it in April 2005 and I will be finishing paying for it by April 2010 I hope... I'm keeping my finger crossed...
My career I would conclude it to be a turmoil. Everyday is like dragging myself off from the bed to the bathroom. I no longer have the fire for the company. Too many things had happened for the passed few weeks. My boss no longer trust in me. It was all influenced by a big bad wolf underneath the sheep skin's in disguise. I know who it is. It's my boss who had been blinded with words and words from this sheep. He's no longer listening. I no longer put the blame on him. I'm waiting for time to pass and hopefully better opportunities will come knocking onto my door. Patience is virtue.
Aside, bad working experience, I wouldn't say that life had treated me badly. I had too good memories and I want it to stay with me forever. For the past coupled of years I had travelled as often as I can afford be it near or far.
2007
Sept => Bali, Indonesia (4 days)
Dec => Hanoi, Vietnam (4 days)
2008
Feb => Macau & Hong Kong, PRC (6 days)
Sept => Pualu Redang, Msia (3 days) Eventhough, it is somewhere north in M'sia, I still had fun.
Oct => Vientianne, Laos (4 Days)
I'm looking forward for 2009
May => Hong Kong & ZhuHai, PRC (5 days)
Nov => Gold Coast, Australia (11 days)
My hope right now is waiting for a better career advancement with better pay so that I can start breathing rather than right now trying hard to grasp for air. I have no more requests as I am very grateful with what I have right now. I am tired of having too much expectation.
I want to live life to the fullest and not always complaining about life. I'm exhausted.
I am thinking of my resolution for the coming year 2009. I'm no longer in my twenties and I'm coming to my early thirties.
Overview of my own achievements.
Basicall I own a house and a car. I bought the house in Feb 2008 and I had started paying the interest last two months. My financial for the last two months had been pretty tied up after committing myself to this huge investment. No more luxury purchase, no more holidays..... As for my car, I have remaining of 1 year plus of installment. I bought it in April 2005 and I will be finishing paying for it by April 2010 I hope... I'm keeping my finger crossed...
My career I would conclude it to be a turmoil. Everyday is like dragging myself off from the bed to the bathroom. I no longer have the fire for the company. Too many things had happened for the passed few weeks. My boss no longer trust in me. It was all influenced by a big bad wolf underneath the sheep skin's in disguise. I know who it is. It's my boss who had been blinded with words and words from this sheep. He's no longer listening. I no longer put the blame on him. I'm waiting for time to pass and hopefully better opportunities will come knocking onto my door. Patience is virtue.
Aside, bad working experience, I wouldn't say that life had treated me badly. I had too good memories and I want it to stay with me forever. For the past coupled of years I had travelled as often as I can afford be it near or far.
2007
Sept => Bali, Indonesia (4 days)
Dec => Hanoi, Vietnam (4 days)
2008
Feb => Macau & Hong Kong, PRC (6 days)
Sept => Pualu Redang, Msia (3 days) Eventhough, it is somewhere north in M'sia, I still had fun.
Oct => Vientianne, Laos (4 Days)
I'm looking forward for 2009
May => Hong Kong & ZhuHai, PRC (5 days)
Nov => Gold Coast, Australia (11 days)
My hope right now is waiting for a better career advancement with better pay so that I can start breathing rather than right now trying hard to grasp for air. I have no more requests as I am very grateful with what I have right now. I am tired of having too much expectation.
I want to live life to the fullest and not always complaining about life. I'm exhausted.
Friday, September 19, 2008
decision
Sometimes when the time comes, it leave you no choice but to make a decision.
Sometimes things happened over and over again, it leave you no choice but to make a decision.
It is the matter of how long can I tolerate when it occured. I will not change my mind once I had decided.
Sometimes things happened over and over again, it leave you no choice but to make a decision.
It is the matter of how long can I tolerate when it occured. I will not change my mind once I had decided.
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