Tuesday, December 30, 2008


Things went overboard. I don't denied that the trust had been betrayed. Now, it is time to rebuild the trust starting from the beginning. It will take a very long time to rebuild the trust. How could certain people do not feel remorseful about their wrong doings and yet still putting the blame onto people? I brought this upon myself. It is a severe punishment. Now is to work hard to regain back the trust.

Monday, December 29, 2008

Overview of Life

Here I am staring blankly at the screen. Mouth yawning widely waiting for the time to pass. I knew I got to start working but today is a public holiday! Why am I in the office at this hour?? I should be back home lazing and relaxing. Well the company doesn't recognized today as a gazetted public holiday, geez... Isn't ridiculous.. Damn...

I am thinking of my resolution for the coming year 2009. I'm no longer in my twenties and I'm coming to my early thirties.

Overview of my own achievements.
Basicall I own a house and a car. I bought the house in Feb 2008 and I had started paying the interest last two months. My financial for the last two months had been pretty tied up after committing myself to this huge investment. No more luxury purchase, no more holidays..... As for my car, I have remaining of 1 year plus of installment. I bought it in April 2005 and I will be finishing paying for it by April 2010 I hope... I'm keeping my finger crossed...

My career I would conclude it to be a turmoil. Everyday is like dragging myself off from the bed to the bathroom. I no longer have the fire for the company. Too many things had happened for the passed few weeks. My boss no longer trust in me. It was all influenced by a big bad wolf underneath the sheep skin's in disguise. I know who it is. It's my boss who had been blinded with words and words from this sheep. He's no longer listening. I no longer put the blame on him. I'm waiting for time to pass and hopefully better opportunities will come knocking onto my door. Patience is virtue.

Aside, bad working experience, I wouldn't say that life had treated me badly. I had too good memories and I want it to stay with me forever. For the past coupled of years I had travelled as often as I can afford be it near or far.

Sept => Bali, Indonesia (4 days)
Dec => Hanoi, Vietnam (4 days)

Feb => Macau & Hong Kong, PRC (6 days)
Sept => Pualu Redang, Msia (3 days) Eventhough, it is somewhere north in M'sia, I still had fun.
Oct => Vientianne, Laos (4 Days)

I'm looking forward for 2009
May => Hong Kong & ZhuHai, PRC (5 days)
Nov => Gold Coast, Australia (11 days)

My hope right now is waiting for a better career advancement with better pay so that I can start breathing rather than right now trying hard to grasp for air. I have no more requests as I am very grateful with what I have right now. I am tired of having too much expectation.

I want to live life to the fullest and not always complaining about life. I'm exhausted.

Saturday, December 27, 2008


It happened on Tuesday, i was having lunch with a friend when suddenly my colleague interupted our lunch.
She said, 'He is goned!'

I was dumbfounded, stunned. Never did i ever expected such thing to happen. It was a nightmare....

I hope that I will wake up from this nightmare.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Je m'apelle

Received a email where the content as following:-

Instructions : What you do is find out what each letter of your name means.Then connect all the meanings and it describes YOU. If you have double or triple letters, just count the meaning once.

For Example : KISHORE
K =You like to try new things.
I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
S = You are very broad-minded.
H =You are not judgmental.
O = You are very open-minded.
R =You are a social butterfly.
R =You are a social butterfly.

A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B = You are always cautious when it comes to meeting newpeople..
C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D = You have trouble trusting people.
E =You are a very exciting person.
F = Everyone loves you.
G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H =You are not judgmental.
I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
J =Jealously
K =You like to try new things.
L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
M = Success comes easily to you.....
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
O = You are very open-minded.
P =You are very friendly and understanding.
Q = You are a hypocrite.
R =You are a social butterfly.
S = You are very broad-minded.
T = You have an attitude, a big one.
U = You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V = You have a very good physique and looks.
W = You like your privacy.
X = You never let people tell you w! hat to do.
Y = You cause a lot of trouble.
Z = You're always fighting with someone.

and which translates my name to

You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
You like to work, but you always want a break.
You have trouble trusting people.
You are a social butterfly.
You are a very exciting person.
You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

SO TRUE, SO TRUE............

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Moody Day

Thanks to him again! What again?!?!?! My whole day was spoilt.

I had argument with him just on some silly petty stuffs...

Imagine this coming out from a male... ok, accountant is petty... Nope, I don't care and I don't think that he is a qualified accountant.. He is just a pathetic male working in a company too long about 9 years or more... hungry drive for power and authority.. and miser too!!

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

I'm Right!

I'm bloody right!! He is really fault finding with me...

Damn you! @%$#^!@%$#&!@$