hit and run

On the way to work today, something happened. A typical hit and run case. A malay motorcyclist hit an old lady while she is crossing the road. It was pretty bad.. The old lady should be crossing the road when there is no car but it's a busy road.. the motorcyclist hit the old lady, she was twirled around then falled, the motorcyclist kept on riding while looking back towards the lady. Her arm looked twisted... She had an broken arm. Called the ambulance and they came later...

So irresponsible.. Bless him! He will face the karma....

Yay, Finally!

Heee... finally, something good happened to me.. It's not fantastic, it's not superb... well it lifted my mood for that day, though....

I received a sms from Women Weekly's Magazine stating that I won myself a moview premier... Hehehe, not bad paying RM$1 for a sms and get 4 tics for FREE... Of course, not to mention, I spend about RM5 for other contests as well.... Well, no pain, no gain. So Bride Wars here I come!!! weeeeeee....... I collected it yesterday on my way to 1 Utama.....

Now, looking forward for the movie...

my heart is uneasy

Everything I do right now, I do it with extra extra care. I have always being careless, but while working I will be extra careful. It is not eye for detail. Meticulous you could say that I am. I will be extra careful with every single item. Hence, the feeling of wanting to do something out of the box deter me from doing so. I'm trying to avoid any future problem and even fault finding and blame which will against me. I am worry. My heart is very uneasy.

I have seen how the situation are when faults finding with every single thing you do eventhough what you have in mind is purely for the benefit of the company. Yet, there are always faults and faults and blames for doing something that you didn't do. Getting framed for something which you didn't do is not worth while. I do not want to have such things to happen to me...

My heart is very uneasy. My heart is concerned with what I am doing... Work is no longer the same...

empty promises

I hate people who like to make empty promises and break it!
I meant every word I say and I'll do it.
Try me if you don't believe what I said.
I'll mark my word......

Period....

early thirties

guess what!?!? I'm in my early thirties!! No more late twenties.....


Geeez.....

Somewhat Deep

From a close friend,

Remember,
Life is short,
Break the Rules,
Forgive and Forget,
Love Sincerely,
Laugh Uncontrollably, and
Never Regret the Decisions You've Made This Year!

Welcome the year 2009, no matter what it is going to be......


Lurves, Hugs and Kisses,
nette

Overboard

Things went overboard. I don't denied that the trust had been betrayed. Now, it is time to rebuild the trust starting from the beginning. It will take a very long time to rebuild the trust. How could certain people do not feel remorseful about their wrong doings and yet still putting the blame onto people? I brought this upon myself. It is a severe punishment. Now is to work hard to regain back the trust.

Overview of Life

Here I am staring blankly at the screen. Mouth yawning widely waiting for the time to pass. I knew I got to start working but today is a public holiday! Why am I in the office at this hour?? I should be back home lazing and relaxing. Well the company doesn't recognized today as a gazetted public holiday, geez... Isn't ridiculous.. Damn...


I am thinking of my resolution for the coming year 2009. I'm no longer in my twenties and I'm coming to my early thirties.

Overview of my own achievements.
Basicall I own a house and a car. I bought the house in Feb 2008 and I had started paying the interest last two months. My financial for the last two months had been pretty tied up after committing myself to this huge investment. No more luxury purchase, no more holidays..... As for my car, I have remaining of 1 year plus of installment. I bought it in April 2005 and I will be finishing paying for it by April 2010 I hope... I'm keeping my finger crossed...

My career I would conclude it to be a turmoil. Everyday is like dragging myself off from the bed to the bathroom. I no longer have the fire for the company. Too many things had happened for the passed few weeks. My boss no longer trust in me. It was all influenced by a big bad wolf underneath the sheep skin's in disguise. I know who it is. It's my boss who had been blinded with words and words from this sheep. He's no longer listening. I no longer put the blame on him. I'm waiting for time to pass and hopefully better opportunities will come knocking onto my door. Patience is virtue.

Aside, bad working experience, I wouldn't say that life had treated me badly. I had too good memories and I want it to stay with me forever. For the past coupled of years I had travelled as often as I can afford be it near or far.

2007
Sept => Bali, Indonesia (4 days)
Dec => Hanoi, Vietnam (4 days)

2008
Feb => Macau & Hong Kong, PRC (6 days)
Sept => Pualu Redang, Msia (3 days) Eventhough, it is somewhere north in M'sia, I still had fun.
Oct => Vientianne, Laos (4 Days)

I'm looking forward for 2009
May => Hong Kong & ZhuHai, PRC (5 days)
Nov => Gold Coast, Australia (11 days)

My hope right now is waiting for a better career advancement with better pay so that I can start breathing rather than right now trying hard to grasp for air. I have no more requests as I am very grateful with what I have right now. I am tired of having too much expectation.

I want to live life to the fullest and not always complaining about life. I'm exhausted.