Unfortunate

I am looking forward for the interview tomorrow. However, after calling to HR dept was disappointed. They made a mistake. They thought I did not went for the interview last week. For me, I thought they called me for the second interview..

They are still doing the selection for the first round till Jan 5th. From the feedback, it look positive. I am keeping my finger crossed, but as the day gone by, my spirits is getting lower and lower...

I am still hoping for a miracle to happen.......

Drowning

I felt very disappointed as the days go by.. it's bye bye 2009 and hello 2010.

Basically, I do not know what I have done in 2009.
I hate it.

Seriously worry

In another 3 weeks, I will be officially out of job. Both my parents had already knew about it. Till now, I had been to quite a number of interview and yet neither one of it came back for a second interview. I am getting really worry. If I still do not get a job by end of this month what will become of me?

Every one will not be changing job as most of them are waiting for the bonus before they plan to move on. It's worrysome. I will be unemployed in another 3 to 4 months. What will become of me? I know I shouldn't be discouraged, but I can't help it. Who would ever figure out such things happened? Then again, with the current situation restructuring is not unusual.

I have to have hope that I will get a job soon. Be positive. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. However, I dare not put my hope too high if not I will be very disappointed..

Everyday, I have been wasting my time going to office, seriously doing nothing. Looking left and looking right. Doing nothing. I do not want to go anywhere at all. When I am at home, I just stayed in my room watching tv series. I am really worry.. I am slowly crawling into my own shell and stay in there forever.....

Oh please, I pray to you, please please let me have a job soon... I am depressed.

A piece of blank paper

I'm not happy. I want to leave earlier. I still have no job. How?

worry

I'm getting worry. A week has passed after the news. My family and the bf still doesn't know about my current situation.
I'm worry that I couldn't get a job by the time. What would happen to me? I still has commitment. My house, my car and my family! I do not know what will happened to me if I have no job. I am really worry.......