Journey in Life

Short Chapters in Life

2011-08-23T18:49:00.002+08:00

It has been almost 1 and half years since I blogged. So many things had happened and in another four months 2011 will end. I want to be more happy, contented and grateful with what is going to happen, soon to happen and will happen.

A glance at what things that had happened:-

1. I had been in and out of the job
2. I had registered and officially becoming someone's wife, daughter in law and sister in law
3. I had become a private tutor full time and now turning back to part time up to now
4. I had find myself a job and been working since then
5. I had been to Hokkaido, Japan with the co for a week during the winter 2010
6. I had been to Seoul, South Korea for a week to visit the husband

Is that a lot for 1 and half a year.. nope I don't think so.

Demoralize

2010-04-14T15:01:00.001+08:00

Period. I know very negative.

Unfortunate

2009-12-28T19:31:00.002+08:00

I am looking forward for the interview tomorrow. However, after calling to HR dept was disappointed. They made a mistake. They thought I did not went for the interview last week. For me, I thought they called me for the second interview..

They are still doing the selection for the first round till Jan 5th. From the feedback, it look positive. I am keeping my finger crossed, but as the day gone by, my spirits is getting lower and lower...

I am still hoping for a miracle to happen.......

Drowning

2009-12-25T21:44:00.001+08:00

I felt very disappointed as the days go by.. it's bye bye 2009 and hello 2010.

Basically, I do not know what I have done in 2009.
I hate it.

3rd day of unemployment

2009-10-19T20:55:00.002+08:00

I had finished serving the last day of the company and here I am ..

3rd day at home, while every one is heading to work.

I woke up about 9 am plus, had breakfast at 10 am plus, send a few emails out, check facebook then went to gym for 4 - 5 hours only 1 hour of bodystep, the rest are sauna steam taking bath, doing nothing , came home about 7 plus, had dinner and here I am facebook, checking email and watching tvb series at the same time....

Seriously worry

2009-10-09T20:17:00.002+08:00

In another 3 weeks, I will be officially out of job. Both my parents had already knew about it. Till now, I had been to quite a number of interview and yet neither one of it came back for a second interview. I am getting really worry. If I still do not get a job by end of this month what will become of me?

Every one will not be changing job as most of them are waiting for the bonus before they plan to move on. It's worrysome. I will be unemployed in another 3 to 4 months. What will become of me? I know I shouldn't be discouraged, but I can't help it. Who would ever figure out such things happened? Then again, with the current situation restructuring is not unusual.

I have to have hope that I will get a job soon. Be positive. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. However, I dare not put my hope too high if not I will be very disappointed..

Everyday, I have been wasting my time going to office, seriously doing nothing. Looking left and looking right. Doing nothing. I do not want to go anywhere at all. When I am at home, I just stayed in my room watching tv series. I am really worry.. I am slowly crawling into my own shell and stay in there forever.....

Oh please, I pray to you, please please let me have a job soon... I am depressed.

My Book List

2009-10-08T23:16:00.004+08:00

I am sure most of you have heard of BBC’s must read book list. It seems that the average person would have read 6 out of the 100 listed books below. The red highlighted are those that I have not read. Those that I had watched, I will consider read too!! Ha Ha.. Cheat!

1. The Lord of the Rings, JRR Tolkien (I watched the movie)
2. Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen
3. His Dark Materials, Philip Pullman
4. The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas Adams
5. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, JK Rowling (I watched the movie)
6. To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee ( I read halfway and I never got to continue it)
7. Winnie the Pooh, AA Milne
8. Nineteen Eighty-Four, George Orwell
10. Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë (Finally, a book that I had read and I forgotten what's it about)
11. Catch-22, Joseph Heller
12. Wuthering Heights, Emily Brontë
13. Birdsong, Sebastian Faulks
14. Rebecca, Daphne du Maurier
15. The Catcher in the Rye, JD Salinger
16. The Wind in the Willows, Kenneth Grahame
17. Great Expectations, Charles Dickens ( I forgot about the content too!)
18. Little Women, Louisa May Alcott (I read this too, one of my favourites!)
19. Captain Corelli’s Mandolin, Louis de Bernieres
20. War and Peace, Leo Tolstoy
21. Gone with the Wind, Margaret Mitchell
22. Harry Potter And The Philosopher’s Stone, JK Rowling (I watched the movie)
23. Harry Potter And The Chamber Of Secrets, JK Rowling (I watched the movie)
24. Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban, JK Rowling (I watched the movie)
25. The Hobbit, JRR Tolkien
26. Tess Of The D’Urbervilles, Thomas Hardy
27. Middlemarch, George Eliot
28. A Prayer For Owen Meany, John Irving
29. The Grapes Of Wrath, John Steinbeck
30. Alice’s Adventures In Wonderland, Lewis Carroll (I watched the cartoon)
31. The Story Of Tracy Beaker, Jacqueline Wilson
32. One Hundred Years Of Solitude, Gabriel García Márquez
33. The Pillars Of The Earth, Ken Follett
34. David Copperfield, Charles Dickens
35. Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, Roald Dahl
36. Treasure Island, Robert Louis Stevenson
37. A Town Like Alice, Nevil Shute
38. Persuasion, Jane Austen
39. Dune, Frank Herbert
40. Emma, Jane Austen
41. Anne Of Green Gables, LM Montgomery ( I watched this, one of my fav!)
42. Watership Down, Richard Adams
43. The Great Gatsby, F Scott Fitzgerald
44. The Count Of Monte Cristo, Alexandre Dumas
45. Brideshead Revisited, Evelyn Waugh
46. Animal Farm, George Orwell
47. A Christmas Carol, Charles Dickens
48. Far From The Madding Crowd, Thomas Hardy
49. Goodnight Mister Tom, Michelle Magorian
50. The Shell Seekers, Rosamunde Pilcher

51. The Secret Garden, Frances Hodgson Burnett
52. Of Mice And Men, John Steinbeck
53. The Stand, Stephen King
54. Anna Karenina, Leo Tolstoy
55. A Suitable Boy, Vikram Seth
56. The BFG, Roald Dahl
57. Swallows And Amazons, Arthur Ransome
58. Black Beauty, Anna Sewell (I thk I had watched this)
59. Artemis Fowl, Eoin Colfer
60. Crime And Punishment, Fyodor Dostoyevsky
61. Noughts And Crosses, Malorie Blackman
62. Memoirs Of A Geisha, Arthur Golden (I watched this)
63. A Tale Of Two Cities, Charles Dicken
s64. The Thorn Birds, Colleen McCollough
65. Mort, Terry Pratchett
66. The Magic Faraway Tree, Enid Blyton
67. The Magus, John Fowles
68. Good Omens, Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman
69. Guards! Guards!, Terry Pratchett
70. Lord Of The Flies, William Golding
71. Perfume, Patrick Süskind
72. The Ragged Trousered Philanthropists, Robert Tressell
73. Night Watch, Terry Pratchett
74. Matilda, Roald Dahl
75. Bridget Jones’s Diary, Helen Fielding (I watched this)
76. The Secret History, Donna Tartt
77. The Woman In White, Wilkie Collins
78. Ulysses, James Joyce
79. Bleak House, Charles Dickens
80. Double Act, Jacqueline Wilson
81. The Twits, Roald Dahl
82. I Capture The Castle, Dodie Smith
83. Holes, Louis Sachar
84. Gormenghast, Mervyn Peake
85. The God Of Small Things, Arundhati Roy
86. Vicky Angel, Jacqueline Wilson
87. Brave New World, Aldous Huxley
88. Cold Comfort Farm, Stella Gibbons
89. Magician, Raymond E Feist
90. On The Road, Jack Kerouac
91. The Godfather, Mario Puzo
92. The Clan Of The Cave Bear, Jean M Auel
93. The Colour Of Magic, Terry Pratchett
94. The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho
95. Katherine, Anya Seton
96. Kane And Abel, Jeffrey Archer
97. Love In The Time Of Cholera, Gabriel García Márquez
98. Girls In Love, Jacqueline Wilson
99. The Princess Diaries, Meg Cabot (I watched this)
100. Midnight’s Children, Salman Rushdie

Look like I watched movie more than I read... haha. How about you?

Something Cute

2009-08-28T10:16:00.006+08:00

I am not the usual me nowadays.. I have been doing a lot of stuffs out of the ordinary which I don't do usually.

Eg. I won't be tempted to buy any cutie stuffs sold in the market but this time I did.

I bought something very cute during my visit to the night market last saturday.

Ta daaa!!!

Cute little pumpkin, bunny rabbit and porcupine bun. Each contain custard, lotus paste and pandan leave paste...

Ordinary taste but I bought it because it's cute....

Cute or not??

A piece of blank paper

2009-08-18T16:02:00.001+08:00

I'm not happy. I want to leave earlier. I still have no job. How?

worry

2009-08-17T22:26:00.003+08:00

I'm getting worry. A week has passed after the news. My family and the bf still doesn't know about my current situation.
I'm worry that I couldn't get a job by the time. What would happen to me? I still has commitment. My house, my car and my family! I do not know what will happened to me if I have no job. I am really worry.......

Unexpected event

2009-08-12T22:11:00.003+08:00

I have so many things to post but let talk about the unexpected event.

I'm 4 months into the job, and the things I've been doing has not been better. Initially, when I joined the company, I was offered Channel Manager. Eventually, a colleague had resigned when I was with the company for 2 or 3 days. So, immediately I was assigned to be a Product Manager replacing the vacancy. Work had been tough on me as I never handled any product before.

Two days ago, after coming back from a 2 days of sick leave, I was asked to see the MD. I was caught by surprised. He told me that the company is going through restructuring and I am asked to go end of the month. Of course with compensation of a month's salary. Reason being, the company no longer need a PM. All PM's work will be handled by the regional, and those who stayed are handling channel. I felt the company me treated me so unfair. I was employed as a CM, but given a PM's job. Now, the organization is going through restructuring, they don't need a PM anymore and I asked me to leave. Hello, remember I was employed as a CM. You need a CM so ain't I a CM but doing a PM's job. I find it really ridiculous.

I'm not the only one. So basically for the PMs, meaning me and another colleague are asked to leave and being offer a package. For her, looks like she wants the VSS but to me, eventhough I'm not happy with the job I still want to give it a chance.

Asking us to leave the company and Yet, they are employing some Management Trainee's role doing a CM. I don't really understand what does the company wants to do...

Anyway, after discussion with my good samaritan boss, and conversation with him and the MD, it is agreeable that I'll work till end of Oct plus the additional 1 month compensation. At least, I can buy some time to look for a job.

I had not told anyone else, not even the family and the bf. I will wait till I find a job then I'll tell them.

I had been very down for the past two days because of the unexpected event. On the day itself, me and my colleagues went out for a good jap lunch. I ordered a green tea ice cream dessert to satisfy my "downness". The bill cost about RM200. I had been doing things out of the ordinary recently. Usually after work, I will head straight home, but on that day I didn't went home. Instead, I went to the bf's house and bought some food stuff from pasar malam as dinner. Today, still feeling down, immediately after work, I went to the night market for a walk and dinner..

Guess what I bought myself?? Some pretty little hair clips for fun....

Tomorrow, the marketing team are basically not working. We are heading to FHM at KLCC.

Tactical Meeting

2009-07-08T19:22:00.004+08:00

It's the tactical meeting for all the sales and marketing personnel in Unilever. The whole theme is military holding on to the believe 'Command and Conquer'. To me, it's more of fire fighting internally rather than fire fighting in the battlefield among the other competitors. Sad isn't it spending the time and effort among one another rather than focusing on enemy.

Lunch time moment! My colleagues and me

The whole group with military attire. For the marketing dept, it's FBI. In full, it's follow boss's instruction!! So obedient!

No Longer Happy

2009-07-06T10:58:00.002+08:00

I'm no longer happy with what I'm doing any more. I do not have the passion for it. However, in everyone's opinion it is a good a big company accompany with potential in developing my career path. Shall I stay on just because of everyone or I do something I am passionate of?

3 months

2009-07-02T20:19:00.005+08:00

Well, life have been hectic for me for the past 3 months. Working life in Unilever is stressful coupled with load of reports to submit with datelines as well plus meetings and meeting one after another. No life besides work.. Sad.

No more going to gym, just work...

I had been working from morning to 9 or 10pm latest.
I had taken mcs for at least 4 to 5 days for the passed 3 months.
Sad, isn't it.

Anxiety breakdown. Mild depression seizure. Sigh....

I want my life back!!

1st day of work!

2009-04-19T00:30:00.003+08:00

I started work on the 1st of April, yeap it was April Fool's Day.

Guess what, my new colleagues pull a prank on me by calling each other different names. I only realised it after lunch...

Another thing was, they placed 3 bets on me... 1st will I be wearing pants or skirt, the second was how old am I and the last one is am I single or married... Some win and some looses....

Haha... wacky colleagues I have here... overstressed I guess.

Recap in my last work

2009-03-29T13:23:00.001+08:00

Well, this one of the things that I wanted to do during my transition to a new job. I wanted a list of all the reviews and some contests that I had done for my ex company. To all my food bloggers who had agreed to eat at the restaurant thank you all. It's for my memoirs..

From the most recent reviews:-

These are really a lot. I think I miss out 1 or 2 blogs. I can't find it.. Any food bloggers who are around coincidently bumping into this site, if I miss you, just drop me a comment.

Trying

2009-03-25T15:21:00.001+08:00

This is what I found from the net:-

7 Habits of People Losing Weights and Keeping It OFF Permanently!

1) Expect failure, but keep trying
I'm still trying...

2) Don't deny yourself
I'm not denying

3) Weigh yourself often
I'm doing this right!!

4) Exercise regularly
If only my heart listen to my head...

5) Find ways to add little bits of physical activity into your daily routine
Still trying too...

6) Eat a high carbohydrate, low fat diet
Am trying very hard...

7) Eat about five meals a day starting with breakfast
hmmm.. not much time though............

- from "CNN Presents: Fat Chance" based on research by Dr. Jim Hill, Director, Center for Human Nutrition, University of Colorado

Well, what can I say. I'm trying!

Start afresh

2009-03-20T14:34:00.006+08:00

It had been a couple of months I had been trying very hard to loose those weights after stopping my gym workout. I know that I still do not put on my 101% best yet but i'm still trying. With so many temptations to dinners, invitation parties and events doesn't justify the reasons that I should be loosing weight. Well, the good thing about me is I am forever trying. I knew that I had done that, been there and going back to weight I wanted shouldn't be any problems.

Perseverance is the key. Determination and stubborness are the key on losing weight. I had actually started yesterday, to try to control my food intake and start to go to gym. I did an hour of workout, my effort rating is 35%. I know it's not the maximum but at least I have to start somewhere. Furthermore, with not working out for 6 months while pilling up at least 6kgs/13.2lbs, it is just not justifiable. I know, I know, it's just plain silly excuse and I shouldn't be doing it but I'm couldn't help it.

Went to gym yesterday, was a good start. This morning, I took a good morning walk with my dad at the park is a good start. Although my muscles hurt from yesterday's work out I still persisted. My knees hurt as well.. but still I persisted.

Food?!?! How about food? I'm a dessert person, give me chocolate, ice cream yeah, anytime but I'm trying very hard. Yes, taking in control of what I had eating is also a good start. I'm selective with what I put in my mouth... Yes, I need to do some grocery shopping too as the food at home are totally not healthy at all... Seriously!

Current Weight : 66kg / 145.2lbs
Target Weight : 58kg / 127.6lbs
Total Weight Loss to Achieve : 8kg / 17.6lbs
Target every month 2kgs /4.4lbs

Life during unemployment

2009-03-19T19:35:00.006+08:00

Today is the third day after my unofficial last day. Life has been fun. A friend came back from Singapore for a week of holiday... So we spend two days of window shopping. Nope, it's shopping for us.. hee =)

We went to Curve for our first day. We walked around, waited for her to do her IPL, ate some german dinner @ Bavarian and watched Marley and I. Basically, it was a lot of catching up. It was FUN!

On the second day, we went to Sungei Wang shopping, ate at Jalan Alor, continued shopping, went back to Jalan Alor to buy fried fritters, and shopping again..

I felt like those rich tais tais going out on a weekday shopping. The feeling was so different but nice.... I wish we can do this more often!

Today, doing nothing much, went to gym to work out.. My first session, torturing, period.

Joyeux anniversaire!

2009-03-13T11:42:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday! Many greetings and wishes either via sms or facebook. I'm turning 31 today. Let me rephrase, I am 31 today. Birthday is suppose to be a happy ocassion where one celebrate it either with friends and family and love ones. Unfortunately, I don't feel happy at all.

A couple of days ago, I was looking forward for today. I even have the intention to post some birthday wishes I have in mind.

Something is troubling me..

I tendered resignation, and now still waiting whether is it possible for the co to release me earlier.. I really hope that they do. I have strong intuition that they will make things difficult for me. They would not let me off so easily. They will with held my pay and will not release me earlier. Why would a company do that? Don't they are afraid that they may have an employee who may wants to sabotage the company. No point holding on to someone where their heart is no longer with the company, right? sigh...
Update: The company decided to release me on the 31st March 2009 earlier then I expected. I know I should be happy but I feel disappointed.

I had made choices that I do not want to make. I''m feeling very bad right now in my heart...

I really don't feel happy at all eventhough it's my birthday.

grateful

2009-03-05T11:18:00.003+08:00

Finally, after 6 weeks of job hunting, an offer had came in. Had been to 3 second interviews but only one came back. PW had even asked me to go for a third interview but I didn't. I realised that the beauty line was never for me. Food and beverage is always my passion. I attended CJ's second interview but no news. U is the one being offered.

Initially, I was hoping very much to go into U because it is a big mnc. U is a reputable company which will add value to my profile. It will help me in the future. My sis's bf had an offer, and even my sis had an offer. I want an offer too. Then again, it is the profile that I'm going to be responsible which makes me hesitates. I am grateful. I am, really am!

When I received the news, that they had selected me. I was jumping with joy. I want to leave the current dreaded place.

Well, I could say in general the pay package is good enough for me. I'm happy with what they had offered.

Now, I'm to wait for my offer letter. They may call me to collect it even today!
Nice....

I'm looking forward to work in U eventhough, I'm not really into the profile that I'm going to be responsible of, but I'll do my best. I am challenging myself to it.

For a better future....

March babies

2009-03-03T15:38:00.008+08:00

I received many forwarded emails and this is one of it.

March Babies
Attractive personality.
Sexy.
Affectionate Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others.
Great kisser.
Easily angered.
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Observant and assesses others.

So true..............

c'est la vie!

2009-03-02T00:15:00.004+08:00

Life can be very cruel.
Life can be very unfair.
Life can treat you badly.
C'est la vie!

Well, to some people it has been a bed of roses, they just had the lady of luck by their side taking things for granted...

For instance, my sis had been very lucky on her career path. After graduating with a master certificate, she had been offered a job in Klang working with a public listed company. I would said her pay was good among her friends who had same qualification and studying the same course. They are getting much lower then what she is getting. Every year, the company had given her at least 4 months bonus every year and yet she complaints! Never in my life, throughout 11 years of working never... Let me said this again, I NEVER received a 4 months bonus... well, ....

Now, she got another offer, eventhough is this dark and gloomy economy, mind you... yes, she got a better offer and yet higher paid salary.. The other day, the hr from her new company, just called and said they are offering RM300 higher then what they are offering her before.... I was like WTF!!!

What can I said? She is just damn lucky lady. I'm not envious of her, happy for her the matter of fact..

Guess what, her boyfriend had also just been offered another j0b with higher salary and better future...

Her bf got!! She also got!! Why I don't have?!?!?!? I want it too!!!!!

Life is so unfair... Well, that's life babe!

pourquoi?

2009-02-27T23:24:00.001+08:00

Air Asia - Now everyone can Fly with difficulties‏

2009-02-25T16:16:00.005+08:00

Me and my group of friends travel very frequently, be it a family trip or a friends trip, it would be at least twice per year either locally or internationally.

Our last trip was a disappointment with Air Asia service.... What ever had happened happened.. So what else can we do but wrote a letter of complaint to Air Asia.

We wrote the following to Air Asia's customer service and even to Tony Fernandez.

"Hello,

My recent trip to Vientiane on Air Asia with 3 friends ended with much disappointment in Air Asia’s level of service and professionalism in meeting customer’s satisfaction.

During our check-in at Wattay International Airport on 21 Oct 2008, we were being asked the question “Do you have any alcohol/perfume?” We, being honest, replied that we have 3 bottles of mulberry juice wine, a typical Lao organic farm product. However, much to our dismay and amazement, we were told strictly no alcohol allowed to be checked in!

After much exchange with the local officer, Mr Anolak Kingsada of Wattay International Airport, we were given only the following solutions:
-Sell the wine back to the duty free shop (Why would I want to do that when it is meant as a souvenir to family and friends?)
-Leave it in the airport to be claimed within a month before it is being disposed (You are expecting us to travel back to Vientiane again?)

I must say that solutions are not customer oriented. We even offered the organic farm telephone number to verify the content of the bottles. But the officer is not willing to cooperate to provide us a win-win solution.

We also suggested clarifying this item with the KL head office. This was only accepted after much debate. In Mr Anolak Kingsada’s office, we called back to the KL head office. We would also like to clarify this point with KL’s officers but was not allowed to speak directly to them by Mr Anolak Kingsada. In this emergency situation, we then tried Air Asia Call Centre (603-86604343) around 10 am the same day. However, there was no answer even after 30 minutes!

Here we would like to clarify the following items:
1) What is the solution given to Air Asia’s customers who bought wine from holiday location and intend to bring it back home?
2) Is perfume not even allowed in Air Asia check in luggage?
3) Define specifically which are the limits and what type of liquid that can or cannot be checked-in. We did a check with the officer in LCCT KL (Pari Bala) and we were told that even shampoo cannot be checked in!
4) We know of other passengers with bottle of wine and yet able to check-in and board the plane since they did not declare the alcohol. What does this say about Air Asia’s level of security control? And this is an issue of discrimination to honesty!
5) What is the purpose of a call centre if there is no answer after 30 minutes? What if it was an emergency situation?
6) Is it not possible for customers to speak directly with the KL head office? Isn’t it Air Asia’s priority to clear customer’s doubts?
7) When we tried to get a clarification from your officers in LCCT, no satisfactory explanations. We were even told that liquid cannot be checked in. This is quite appalling since we also have shampoo etc checked in. It seems that your staff does not know their terms and condition and yet have the cheek to state that we have not read the document. This says much about your level of service and staff knowledge.
8) We also got some explanations from the police officers in LCCT. We were told that as long as the liquid/alcohol bottles are sealed together with receipt it can be hand carried. Why is this not offered as a solution in Laos?
9) We traveled widely with MAS, Tiger Airways and Jetstar but there is no such ruling. Why is Air Asia so special? How does Air Asia maintain its competitiveness with these airlines in terms of service? In my opinion, it is not at all at par with any of them.

I am very disappointed that this is the results of being honest. Air Asia seems to be encouraging dishonest customers and has no interest in customer’s well being. We would like Air Asia to compensate us for the losses (the mulberry juice wine & phone calls made to KL). We were told that you will reply with solutions in maximum 14 days. Hopefully this is demonstrated as claimed and hopefully we now get a satisfactory response.

If you need any additional information/receipts for your investigations, please let us know. We are very willing to assist you in any way so that a fair solution is presented.

Thank you.

Regards,
Andrea Chua
Angeline Ng
Sean Ng
Sylvia Gan "

No response from them , so we send another one to the KLIA authority.

Sent:Tuesday, 4 Nov, 2008 11: 36 PM
To:webmaster@dca.gov.my; klca@org.my
Cc: guestsupport@airasia.com;

"Dear Sir or Madam,

I am really sad and dissapointed and really do not know who should i contact for the help on below. We had sent the email below to Air Asia support email and we have waited for more than 2 weeks and yet to hear from them on the explanation on our incident that we had faced during our trip to Laos.

This is not the kind of customer service that we are expecting. We have made our complain on the spot when we arrived KLIA airport. Sadly to say that Air Asia's staff asked us to write an email to their office as they couldn't help much on our case and we did and followed what they told us but till now we haven't received any email from them.

We are definitely being overlooked and it seems that they just wanted to push us away from complaining on the spot and hoping to get away from the issue. As a consumer, we do know our rights and deserved to ask for explanation. As a passenger of the air flight, we would like to seek advice on the rules and regulations that have been implemented across world wide international flight for the incident stated below.

We are really lost now and do not know whom we should seek for help/assistance to follow up our complaint. Please do reply our email if you receive our email. At least we know that someone who is kind and responsible to follow up our case. In addition, we feel like we are been punished for being honest. Shouldn't we all been taught to be honest when we were kids? Why would we been punished but other people could escape from it? We are looking forward to hearing from you ASAP!

Thanks, Sean Ng "

I, myself forwarded the initial email to Tony Fernandez directly, unfortunately an automated generated response from the computer instead!

"Dear AirAsia Guests,

I notice that lately we have received numerous complaints on our Call Centre response time. This is due to the huge success of AirAsia X, especially with the Perth and Melbourne route announcements. These new, exciting long-haul routes have resulted in longer talk-time between callers and our agents and subsequently caused our lines to be congested.We did not anticipate this sudden surge in calls volume. However our Call Centre team headed by Sri Velayuthan has now identified and worked with our IT department to upgrade the Call Centre facility.By Nov 6, our Call Centre will have enough agents and sufficient IT infrastructure to deal with the influx. By this, we aim to improve our Call Centre performance to 90% i.e. a drop call rate of 10% only. By January, we'll be moving to a high-tech Call Centre to cater to more calls.We sincerely apologise for the frustrations caused by our Call Centre congestion but this is only due to our overwhelming business expansion. We have always been mindful in increasing cost as it will certainly lead to increasing fares. As the People's Airline, this is the last thing we want to happen.We acknowledge that technology will cost us more but at the same time we are committed to giving you excellent service. On another note, I have been working very hard with the team at AirAsia to look at reducing our fuel surcharge and you should look forward to the good news in the next couple of months.In the meantime, if you have any problems or enquiries, do not hesitate to email Sri Velayuthan (srivelayuthan@airasia.com) or Hani Mohamad (haninurlena@airasia.com). Having a combined experience of 15 years in customer service between them, they will be happy to assist you.

Best regards,Tony Fernandes"

Well, here we are with a couple of pictures of us getting ready to get drunk at the Vientiane Airport before boarding the plane!

I'm planning to send this to The Star!

Je me déteste

2009-02-20T14:52:00.003+08:00

Je suis desolee. Je me déteste pour je t'aime.

career movement

2009-02-19T17:34:00.004+08:00

My career movement for the company will be stagnant for the next two years. Of course, it is due to the unstableness of the economy of the country. Other neighbouring countries are deeply effected too.

I had tried my very best to propose to my boss to advertise in the papers to continue on the brand's awareness but unfortunately each time, he decline. Basically from what ever I had proposed, even with a very good affordable package offered by the media owners. He rejected and prefer to invest the money in doing good the restaurants.

For me, my expectation for the company, whatever he had promised no longer happening. All talk and no action for the next two years.

Basicaly it's pretty monotanous for me. Whatever, marketing plan that I would intended to propose will make me think twice before submitting to him basically for approval. Why waste time, when you know it is not going to happen, right. Nevertheless, I still tried..

While waiting for the grass to turn greener, I had to think for myself. I can't keep on staying in this company where empty promises are meant to be broken.

I had attended quite a number of interviews :-
1. 22th Jan, Thurs Mandom - fmcg
2. 5th Feb, Thurs Popular - book
3. 12th Feb, Thurs Philipwain - beauty

Unfortunately, none of it was successful,
However, I'm still keeping my finger crossed for the upcoming interviews arranged for the coming week
1. 23th Feb, Mon Tangs - retail
2. 24th Feb, Tues Unilever - fmcg
3. 25th Feb, Wed Aspac - fnb

I'm praying very hard that I can leave the very gloomy place as soon as possible, with no friends but foes unfortunately to accompany throughout the past few weeks of working...

oh, please end my misery.. I do not want to ask for more, just a place for me to work happily. No more expectation cause it brings nothing but disappointment

hopeless

2009-02-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

I am hopeless in my diet thingy...

I had stop taking herballife and my weight is still 65kg. I'm speechless.. Plus with so many invitation with food related, it's difficult. Personally, I feel the best result is to go gym...
Sigh... Any takers to accompany me to the gym?

no longer virgin

2009-02-11T15:36:00.008+08:00

With this title, I strongly believe that more perverts and strangers are lurking around this blog. Why, cause the statement itself caused a lot of peeps to be curious.

I reserved a session of brazilian wax and IPL (Intense Pulse Lightning) for both myself and a friend of mine to Strip, Curve on Sat eve of CNY's eve. Brazilian wax is a type of hair removing method for the unseen area. In this case, it will be 'the muff'. IPL is another permanent method electric current is used to destroy the hair pores. Brazilian wax take about 30 - 35 mins and IPL is about 15 mins. So my friend went in for her session while I'm looking around the shop. It's made out of carton box material for the wall with a cement floor. Very bare and interesting industrial concept for a shop like this.

My name was called, and the strip therapist lead me to a room.

She said, "Remove your pants and panty". She is a lot friendlier then what I'm trying to portray here.

She left the room. Obediently I followed her instruction and laid on the bed covered myself.

She showed me a packet of personal hygiene wax pack, where the Stripette ( that's what they call their customers) will have their personal wax pack containing some cottom buds and some waxs strips to use. It's individual packed for hygiene purposes.

After examined my muff she said, "It's too short to have brazillian wax. Furthermore, you had been shaving and when you wax it will give you a slight pain. The pain will be slightly more than the usual due to the thickness of the hair".

She added," Your skin is too dried and wrinkled. It's like a 40 years old rather than my age."

My expression was horrific... -_- Like wtf ....

She explained further over cleaning will caused the skin to be dried and wrinkled. Well, I had been using feminine wash for quite some time for cleaniness and now she told me I over cleaned. It's not recommended to use it daily, however I can use it during the time of month. Washing too much is another cause of overdrying. Gosh, I'm just trying to be clean and I am too clean!?!??!Ridiculous, yes?

Well, She recommended me to do IPL instead it would not be to harsh on my skin.. plus it would be painless.

Agreeing to her suggestion, noting the price of IPL is so expensive

Changing to another room, where the IPL machine is located. Here I am laying on the bed waiting for the therapist to do her job.

She shaved all the hairs. Then, she used a piece of steel to place at the area. The steel plated is very cold against my skin. According to the therapist it is to numb the area so that I don't feel the current when she is doing IPL on my muffs... She did it repeatedly. I can feel the current on my skin when the utensil is working. Short current lightly bolted across the skin, it's not painful....
According the therapist, the hair will drop only 50% and to some individuals it would be more. I would need to come again for another round so that it work but looking at the price point, it's really expensive.

IPL needs 6th sessions to make sure that pores are death and no more hair growth and a yearly maintenance.

Updates: After 10 days and more, hair can even be plucked/ pulled out easily by fingers. No tweezers or what nots needed. It's fun.. hehehe
Now hair is growing...

Shall I go for another round??

Last Weekend - Food and more Food

2009-02-10T12:00:00.002+08:00

With so many invitations for lunch and dinner last weekend, it will be very tough for me to stick with this so called strict diet. However, I tried to be in control with my food intake closely.

Sat - Dinner @ restaurant
Sun - Dinner @ sis's house
Mon - Lunch @ restaurant
Dinner @ hun's house

I can't remember what was my food intake throughout the weekend, but it is a lot! it's has been 8 days. My current weight is 64.5kg.

Food intake for the day:-

Breakfast: 2 small muffins + 1 glass choc milk

Midbreakfast: 1 glass fresh orange juice

Lunch: F1

Dinner: CNY cookies + pcs of bak kuas

dream wedding or dream off!!

2009-02-06T14:03:00.005+08:00

Both of my favourites actress are on screen together! Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway. Bride Wars is the usual chick flick which I won't be doing a review about the movie. It caught me thinking. Normally for a gal, she should had or already had and knew what she wanted for her dream wedding. For me, eventhough I have been living on this earth for 31 years (in another 1 1/2 months) I had never thought of what I want for my dream wedding!

Surprise? Yeah, that's me. I could not imagine myself in a bridal gown or even marrying to someone at all. I enjoyed looking at bridal magazine though. I would consider myself as confident elegant young woman in reality do not have the slightest idea of what I want for my dream wedding. I know clock is ticking and the shares are declining....

Huh! Take That! *Slap at forehead*

Maybe it's time for me to figure it out...

4th day

2009-02-05T14:39:00.005+08:00

My weight still maintain 65kg. No difference. I won't be posting for the next few days about herbalife. I'm bored. However, I will keep on posting about my food intake daily.

Food intake for the day:
Breakfast: 3 pcs of garlic bread + 1 pc of fruitcake
Lunch: 2 pcs gyoza, 2 pcs black pepper beef, 1 pcs tempura ebi and 2 -3 pcs of sushis (a lot?!?!)
Mid lunch: 1 glass of tea mix
Dinner: 3 - 4 pcs of duck, vege + 1 bowl soup
Supper: hehehe I knew... 1 bowl of tan cha (tong shui) + 1/2 egg + 1 deep fried fritters with red bean

3rd day with Herbalife

2009-02-04T10:57:00.006+08:00

This morning my weight is 65kg. Very motivating, eventhough yesterday's nite was heavy dinner. Too much of temptation when you stayed home. Bottles and bottles of CNY cookies lying on the table calling out to me.. "Come, come, eat me, eat me!!"

Cookies are plentiful during this time of the year, not to mentioned my favourite: bak kua!!

Yesterday, I managed to drink 1 bottle of water during working hours... going to toilet too many times is troublesome.

I almost forgot that I can eat fruits if I have temptation to eat. Totally forgot about it till yesterday, well I have to stock up more and more fruits now....

Food intake for the day
Breakfast: 1 mandarin orange + F1
Mid Breakfast: 1 Teamix
Lunch: 1 local orange + F1
Dinner: less than 1/2 bowl rice with meat, vege and tofu + 1 bowl soup + some popcorn

Day 2

2009-02-03T13:50:00.005+08:00

So call very very strict diet... The temptation is so much when I am staying with my parents. The fridge are full of junk and plenty food to eat. I believe, if I do not have money to buy food it can last me for the whole month.

My weight for today is 66.5kg.

After confirmation with my friend, she was taking only F1 for breakfast and dinner. Cheaper too. Plus must drink a lot a lot of water. So I'm targeting to drink two bottle of water in the office. Keeping my finger crossed...

My plan is to take F1 + F3 for breakfast and F1 alone for dinner. After finishing F3, I will just continue with F1. Very very expensive meal replacement plan.

My food intake for today:
Breakfast : 1 small bowl of Porridge with groundnut and meat + 4 pieces of fritters
Lunch: F1 + F3
Dinner: 2 small bowl of porridge with groundnut and meat + 4 pieces of fritters + 1 1/2 big piece of bak kua + 2 mandarin oranges

First Day of Herbalife

2009-02-02T14:43:00.008+08:00

After a long break of Chinese New Year and just food, food and food.. My weight had just balooned to 67kg. Drastic I would say. I am starting my first day of Herbalife. It a meal replacement plan, somewhat similar with Cambridge Diet. I was very successful with Cambridge Diet, where my weight went down to 59.5kg lowest even without exercise. When I stop Cambridge Diet, my weight slowly increase back to 65kg. I would said my official weight without dieting and exercise but with eating with care can only manage to sustain at 65kg.

So officially, I am on very very strict diet today Day 1 : 2nd February 2009.

So my Body Mass Index (BMI) is
= My Weight/ (My Height x My Height)
=67/(1.65x1.65)
=24.61

A healthy weight falls between 20 and 25 on the index and this show that I am almost overweight.

My short term and long term goals are as following

GOAL 1 short term = I would like to be in size L weighinng at 62kg in 8 weeks
GOAL 2 long term = I would like to be in size M weighing at 52kg in 6 months

Let's keep my finger crossed.

Now, I am getting confused. I read on the internet, that with weight loss should only consumed F1 and not F1 and F3 together. Only at a later stage the need to consume F3, this is when you need to build protein.

And I just took F1 and F3 together for lunch. I'm getting confused now....

My food intake for the day
Breakfast : 2 piece of small piece of bak kua & 4 tsp of anlene milk and 4 tsp of oats.
Lunch : 2 tbs of F1 + 1 tbs of F3
Mid Afternoon : 3 pcs of suan suan + 1 glass of teamix
Dinner : 1/2 bowl rice, vege, 2 pc chic meat, 1 bowl of soup + 1 1/2 big piece of bak kua (thanks to a friend) + 8 pcs of cookies

virgin muff

2009-01-23T15:17:00.003+08:00

Great! Guess what... so after so much hearing about brazillian wax, here I am. I'd made the appointment tomorrow for IT at 6 o'clock @ The Strip, The Curve. Very anxious, after all it's a virgin experience. I will post about it when I have done it, very private. Well, it's my life and I will blog about what ever happened in my life.... It will be virgin muff soon.....

Drumming finger waiting anxiously for it.......

hit and run

2009-01-19T17:49:00.003+08:00

On the way to work today, something happened. A typical hit and run case. A malay motorcyclist hit an old lady while she is crossing the road. It was pretty bad.. The old lady should be crossing the road when there is no car but it's a busy road.. the motorcyclist hit the old lady, she was twirled around then falled, the motorcyclist kept on riding while looking back towards the lady. Her arm looked twisted... She had an broken arm. Called the ambulance and they came later...

So irresponsible.. Bless him! He will face the karma....

Yay, Finally!

2009-01-15T14:43:00.004+08:00

Heee... finally, something good happened to me.. It's not fantastic, it's not superb... well it lifted my mood for that day, though....

I received a sms from Women Weekly's Magazine stating that I won myself a moview premier... Hehehe, not bad paying RM$1 for a sms and get 4 tics for FREE... Of course, not to mention, I spend about RM5 for other contests as well.... Well, no pain, no gain. So Bride Wars here I come!!! weeeeeee....... I collected it yesterday on my way to 1 Utama.....

Now, looking forward for the movie...

my heart is uneasy

2009-01-08T15:53:00.002+08:00

Everything I do right now, I do it with extra extra care. I have always being careless, but while working I will be extra careful. It is not eye for detail. Meticulous you could say that I am. I will be extra careful with every single item. Hence, the feeling of wanting to do something out of the box deter me from doing so. I'm trying to avoid any future problem and even fault finding and blame which will against me. I am worry. My heart is very uneasy.

I have seen how the situation are when faults finding with every single thing you do eventhough what you have in mind is purely for the benefit of the company. Yet, there are always faults and faults and blames for doing something that you didn't do. Getting framed for something which you didn't do is not worth while. I do not want to have such things to happen to me...

My heart is very uneasy. My heart is concerned with what I am doing... Work is no longer the same...

empty promises

2009-01-06T16:58:00.003+08:00

I hate people who like to make empty promises and break it!
I meant every word I say and I'll do it.
Try me if you don't believe what I said.
I'll mark my word......

Period....

early thirties

2009-01-05T11:46:00.001+08:00

guess what!?!? I'm in my early thirties!! No more late twenties.....

Geeez.....

Somewhat Deep

2009-01-02T13:13:00.004+08:00

From a close friend,

Remember,
Life is short,
Break the Rules,
Forgive and Forget,
Love Sincerely,
Laugh Uncontrollably, and
Never Regret the Decisions You've Made This Year!

Welcome the year 2009, no matter what it is going to be......

Lurves, Hugs and Kisses,
nette

Overboard

2008-12-30T11:45:00.004+08:00

Things went overboard. I don't denied that the trust had been betrayed. Now, it is time to rebuild the trust starting from the beginning. It will take a very long time to rebuild the trust. How could certain people do not feel remorseful about their wrong doings and yet still putting the blame onto people? I brought this upon myself. It is a severe punishment. Now is to work hard to regain back the trust.

Overview of Life

2008-12-29T11:31:00.009+08:00

Here I am staring blankly at the screen. Mouth yawning widely waiting for the time to pass. I knew I got to start working but today is a public holiday! Why am I in the office at this hour?? I should be back home lazing and relaxing. Well the company doesn't recognized today as a gazetted public holiday, geez... Isn't ridiculous.. Damn...

I am thinking of my resolution for the coming year 2009. I'm no longer in my twenties and I'm coming to my early thirties.

Overview of my own achievements.
Basicall I own a house and a car. I bought the house in Feb 2008 and I had started paying the interest last two months. My financial for the last two months had been pretty tied up after committing myself to this huge investment. No more luxury purchase, no more holidays..... As for my car, I have remaining of 1 year plus of installment. I bought it in April 2005 and I will be finishing paying for it by April 2010 I hope... I'm keeping my finger crossed...

My career I would conclude it to be a turmoil. Everyday is like dragging myself off from the bed to the bathroom. I no longer have the fire for the company. Too many things had happened for the passed few weeks. My boss no longer trust in me. It was all influenced by a big bad wolf underneath the sheep skin's in disguise. I know who it is. It's my boss who had been blinded with words and words from this sheep. He's no longer listening. I no longer put the blame on him. I'm waiting for time to pass and hopefully better opportunities will come knocking onto my door. Patience is virtue.

Aside, bad working experience, I wouldn't say that life had treated me badly. I had too good memories and I want it to stay with me forever. For the past coupled of years I had travelled as often as I can afford be it near or far.

2007
Sept => Bali, Indonesia (4 days)
Dec => Hanoi, Vietnam (4 days)

2008
Feb => Macau & Hong Kong, PRC (6 days)
Sept => Pualu Redang, Msia (3 days) Eventhough, it is somewhere north in M'sia, I still had fun.
Oct => Vientianne, Laos (4 Days)

I'm looking forward for 2009
May => Hong Kong & ZhuHai, PRC (5 days)
Nov => Gold Coast, Australia (11 days)

My hope right now is waiting for a better career advancement with better pay so that I can start breathing rather than right now trying hard to grasp for air. I have no more requests as I am very grateful with what I have right now. I am tired of having too much expectation.

I want to live life to the fullest and not always complaining about life. I'm exhausted.

Nightmare

2008-12-27T15:26:00.006+08:00

It happened on Tuesday, i was having lunch with a friend when suddenly my colleague interupted our lunch.
She said, 'He is goned!'

I was dumbfounded, stunned. Never did i ever expected such thing to happen. It was a nightmare....

I hope that I will wake up from this nightmare.

Je m'apelle

2008-12-19T16:42:00.004+08:00

Received a email where the content as following:-

Instructions : What you do is find out what each letter of your name means.Then connect all the meanings and it describes YOU. If you have double or triple letters, just count the meaning once.

For Example : KISHORE
K =You like to try new things.
I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
S = You are very broad-minded.
H =You are not judgmental.
O = You are very open-minded.
R =You are a social butterfly.
R =You are a social butterfly.

A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B = You are always cautious when it comes to meeting newpeople..
C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D = You have trouble trusting people.
E =You are a very exciting person.
F = Everyone loves you.
G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H =You are not judgmental.
I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
J =Jealously
K =You like to try new things.
L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
M = Success comes easily to you.....
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
O = You are very open-minded.
P =You are very friendly and understanding.
Q = You are a hypocrite.
R =You are a social butterfly.
S = You are very broad-minded.
T = You have an attitude, a big one.
U = You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V = You have a very good physique and looks.
W = You like your privacy.
X = You never let people tell you w! hat to do.
Y = You cause a lot of trouble.
Z = You're always fighting with someone.

and which translates my name to

You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
You like to work, but you always want a break.
You have trouble trusting people.
You are a social butterfly.
You are a very exciting person.
You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

SO TRUE, SO TRUE............

Moody Day

2008-12-03T19:20:00.004+08:00

Thanks to him again! What again?!?!?! My whole day was spoilt.

I had argument with him just on some silly petty stuffs...

Imagine this coming out from a male... ok, accountant is petty... Nope, I don't care and I don't think that he is a qualified accountant.. He is just a pathetic male working in a company too long about 9 years or more... hungry drive for power and authority.. and miser too!!

I'm Right!

2008-12-02T12:37:00.003+08:00

I'm bloody right!! He is really fault finding with me...

Damn you! @%$#^!@%$#&!@$

Dark Clouds

2008-11-27T11:37:00.001+08:00

I thought retail therapy does help, so I went to Metrojaya Presales.. Conclusion: No, it doesn't work!

After yesterday, things are not as cheery as before... I'm not as happy before... I'm more moody then usual.... my temper flared easily.

Siamese Twins

2008-11-26T18:00:00.003+08:00

I hate the phrase "......Siamese Twins." I never expected such a crude sentence from some one I respected very much... Well, I don't blame you.

'You better watch out!' I have to remind myself about it 24/7 so not to get myself burnt! Someone is looking for trouble and I have to get myself be extremely cautious and careful so not to get burnt.

Trust and betrayed....

decision

2008-09-19T12:56:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when the time comes, it leave you no choice but to make a decision.

Sometimes things happened over and over again, it leave you no choice but to make a decision.

It is the matter of how long can I tolerate when it occured. I will not change my mind once I had decided.

So Sweet....

2008-08-23T17:13:00.005+08:00

These are some sweet looking cupcakes from the Curve... I'm touched.

Lurve it... with different flavors coffee, lavender, green tea, tiramisu and hmmmm....... don't know what are the rest.....

Lunch @ Thai Thai

2008-08-22T16:13:00.005+08:00

Our lunch at Thai Thai owned by the Seacuisine Group during our management meeting.

Bon Appetite is also known as Tan Hai Arai Na... didn't know that =(

I ordered coconut ice blended, very sweet and refreshing.. lurve it!

Miang kham - an appetiser where betel leaf is wrapped with many differents fillings with sourish sauce...

Siakap steamed with Thai Style - normal
Deep fried duck - something different for a change, chrispy and fragrant
Freshwater prawn - where the prawns are cut into halves...

We had a very nice lunch surrounded with nice environment... I totally forgot to take the environment of the restaurant, sillly me.... which normally I do! Hmmm....

Dinner @ Gasoline Cafe

2008-07-15T17:29:00.003+08:00

Had a nice dinner at a pirates' hideout in Sunway Pyramid. It's called Gasoline Cafe. The environment of the cafe was very cute and interesting. It's concept is following a pirate's ship.... however the food was so so for a cafe...

Mushroom Soup - =~
dunno..wat is it called... but it can easily bought from supermarket

69

2008-06-21T17:42:00.005+08:00

When food ordered from a fast food restaurant, when the food is not ready yet, the customer will be given a tag number so that the staff can send the food over to the customer when it is done. While waiting for our food, we are give this no!!

Funny, 69... hahah ^-^
Yeap, it's from Carl's Junior. Surprise?!?!??!

Imsomnia

2008-06-14T06:27:00.004+08:00

Well, that's it! I'm having this problem again. I can't sleep. I had been tossing and turning since 4 plus in the morning. Thanks to God today is Saturday. If not, I'll look like a panda. Not forget, I'll have my usual headache when lacked of sleep...

Damnation!!

What causes this to happen??

My mum had changed my bedsheet. Don't be mistaken, it doesn't meant i don't like fresh linen. The problem lies on my pillow.. She accidently changed my pillow to don't know whose and I want my pillow back!! -_ - Bloody hell everyone is sleeping soundly now!!

It had been stressful weeks when we decided to close KLP. With the currently 2 outlets running, it's worrisome whether can these two outlets running smoothly.. Not to mentioned, the bloody government causes prices rocketing sky high! Everyone will be tightening their belt, holding on to their pursie as close to as ever.. Fuel increased, rice increased, flour increased... All these doesn't actually encourage people to spend! Plus with steamboat's trend which is at downslope now... it's not very encouraging, isn't it. If only, we get the place at changkat. I strongly believed things will be different.

Little Penang, Plaza Damas

2008-06-09T23:59:00.004+08:00

We are still scouting for sites for KLP, this time we went to Plaza Damas to see the current situation of the market.

As for lunch, we had it in Little Penang. The deco is very nice. They used baskets as their lanterns, too bad I didn't took any pictures..

Anyway, here are some of the food and drinks we had ordered.

A combination of appetisers, lobak, pandan chicken and some chicken meat wrapped with lemon grass...
I can't remembered what drink did ah sai had ordered....
this is lychee mixed with sprite and ribena, nice combination!
and my drink! Healthy drink, cucumber with orange and lemon. I would say it's a very refreshing drink except that it spoilt it's first impression. There are bitterness from the cucumber and we had to request it to be changed.

Eastern Delight Steamboat Porridge

2008-06-05T23:35:00.003+08:00

There is thise fabs about steamboat porridge going on...

So here goes again, me and my colleague went to Eastern delight in Kota Damansara to check it out! We reached about 2plus in the afternoon. Not a lot of peeps but there is a table of 4.. so we got a table and ordered the porridge steamboat..

We ordered a few items for the steamboat, not a lot but the whole bill sumed up to RM60 plus! Pricey I could say..... The claypot was filled with porridge and the items is thrown into the pot together with the porridge to let it cook! The portion is suitable for at least about 4 peeps and it was just the two of us. How are we gonna finished the porridge?? We didn't. Just took two bowl of porridge each and we are full!

From the pics, these are our "selamba" look...

Mizu Shabu Shabu in Puchong

2008-05-30T22:49:00.002+08:00

Me and my colleague drop by a steamboat restaurant in Puchong to check out the place. Mizu Shabu Shabu. Simple set up and cute wares.... Surprisingly, it was pretty pack. A lot of people ordered steamboat and they served nothing else....

A set we ordered. If I remembered correctly, it's only less than RM30 but with drinks, the total bill about $40plus.. affordable for two I could say!

Lunch @ Pick n Brew, 1 Utama

2008-05-06T20:17:00.001+08:00

My colleague's fav order.. bruschetta.. which i dont understand what's so nice ...hehhe
creamy mushroom soup, yeah as usual comparing his own creation and others!
fish.. yeah i know it's fish! duhh
lamb shank with brussels sprouts on a bed of mashed potatoes!

Bang! Bang! Again!!!! ^-^

2008-04-28T21:38:00.001+08:00

I do not need to say much... You can see it all in the pic... Sigh.. Damnation!! I am without a car for the next two weeks... 10 -14 days.

Prediction: Victim My Father and My Boyfriend!! Why?? They have to chauffer me around... Muahahaha

Lunch @ La Lot, Pavilion

2008-04-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

Here we go again bringing 2 of our chefs, checking out the Vietnamese food in La Lot, Pavilion!

Vietnamese coffee, dragonfruit blended and mint drink...

These are the fillings to be wrapped with Vietnamese Rice Paper!
Me struggling to test wrap the vietnamese roll!

Yum yum, durian pancake.. Soft, smooth and creamy....

Ther are some other food we had ordered..and I wonder what happened to the rest of the pics!!!

Jarrods & Rawllings

2008-03-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

me, him and she... hahah in jarrods & rawllings

the desserts for the day!

lemon merringue burnt, but doesn't taste like burnt.. slightly
trio choc cake
variety of sausages.. spicy, super spicy and etc..
nicely fragrant fried bacon...

It is nice looking back at these pictures... bringing back memories...

Lunch in Celadon, Pavillion

2008-02-19T14:21:00.004+08:00

Checking out Sri Ayuthia in Sri Damansara for lunch

2008-02-18T14:01:00.003+08:00

you would never miss this in a thai restaurant - thai mango salad... oishii desune!!!!

desserts
desserts
me looking like a lady ^-^

greeen curry chicken... so yum yum....

sotong cook with what... j'ai oublie!!

so sweet drinking lychee coconut ice blended ......

grilled fish wrapped lotus leaves

2008's Resolution

2007-12-05T14:20:00.001+08:00

I will be turning 30 this year. Scary, I could say...

I must learnt how to take things in life a lot lighter rather than being so seriously about everything.

I must learnt to appreciate things around me

Leftover Photos from Bali

2007-11-14T06:55:00.001+08:00

These are some of the pictures leftover from our family trip to Bali, 23-26/9/07 after some wise crackhead smashed my car's windows stolen my handbag and laptop!

I can't really recalled where is this. If I'm not wrong

it's Tanah Lot, Kuta. Temple out in the sea.

Waiting for Han Kee and sis coming back from a temple.

Babi Guling Time! I had some pictures on the

babi guling but too bad all gone with the laptop!

Tanah Rata

Last erupted was about 5 years ago. Larvaes from the previous eruption!
Kuta Beach

Something Crazy

2007-10-04T15:04:00.000+08:00

I decided not to stay in the office during lunch hour. I felt like driving out of the office's vaccinity. So, I asked my colleague along and she agreed. Hmmm.. where shall we have lunch then??

She suggested to have some dessert, not to have lunch. I agree! We were planning to go to SS2 to have our dessert, however, i had a crazy idea!!

How about have buffet ice cream in Haagen Daz?!?!??!

Great idea!! We headed straight to Bangsar Village 2 to try it!! There are 8 flavours to choose from: Belgian Chocolate, Macadamia Nut, Cookies & Cream, Strawberry, Coffee, Chocolate, Vanilla and Chocolate Chip with variety of toppings to choose from! Of course excluding fruits topping.

I had 6 scoops of ice cream!! Can you imagine that?? Just for lunch and can withstand me till night at 10pm.

My colleague had 6 scoops of ice cream and 2 smaller scoops of ice cream. All together 8 scoops. hahaha.....

Malaysia Guinness Book of Record, I reckon...

The indulgence was very satisfying.. causing us to feel cold while having the ice-cream...

I had never did something as crazy like this for a long time!!

I did enjoy myself with the ice creams..... Ultimate!!

Accident

2007-09-19T23:23:00.001+08:00

I was on the way back from Putrajaya. I was planning to go back to the office to finish some stuffs that I should be doing for the past few days. Unfortunately, something had happened.

While I was waiting at the traffic light, waiting for the red light to turn into green light, I realised that there was a big bus stationary next to me. I had been always extra cautious when a bus is next to me. I was too this time. Both the bus driver and myself were going to turn right. When the bus was turning right, I had already slowed down. Immediately I pressed my brake when I saw the bus was driving heading my lane. Unfortunately, it was too late, the bus banged the front side of my car.

This is the bus which had knocked into my car.

There was a loud noise coming from the side of my car, the bus's body draged against my car's body from the left side. I had no other choice but to stop at the side, to see the damaged of this accident. And, I found out ....

Gosh! My car was in a bad shape. The damaged were: -

1. the front left head light spoilt,
2. the front left side of the bumper was out of place and heavily scratched,
3. the front left signal was dislocate from the bumper,
4. the front car plate went missing,
5. the left side silver lining covering the body of the car above the left side wheel was missing,
6. the part of the body on top of the left side wheels was dented heavily.

I demanded the bus driver to compensate for his carelessness. He asked me to follow him to Cyberjaya where his office is located and talk to his boss. I drove the car following the bus driver to his office. His manager asked me to report to the police and claim from insurance. I requested for the driver's ic no and driving license and they are reluctant to give it to. He said take down the bus plate number will do.

So I do not know what to do...

At the end, I decided not to report the police as the damaged cost about RM350.

The reasons being:-

1. I may ended being accused of at the wrongs by the police (of course the bus company is very influential: BRIBERY. They are powerful by influencing the police to put the blamed on to me. I may ended up being fine RM300 or more. Furthermore, I won't be able to claim from the insurance as well.

2. Both party are at wrongs and ended have to pay the summons.I won't be able to claim from the insusrance as well for this scenario too.

3. By claiming the damages from my insurance company, may cause me of a higher rate of NPB for next year.

At the end, it is still the bus driver/ bus company at the winning end.

Life is so unfair. I hate this bus company. I hate Rapid KL.

On The Road

2007-09-03T11:23:00.000+08:00

Today while I am heading to work, driving from Cheras to PJ via Federal Highway, I saw 2 motorcycles and 2 cars breakdown...

No wonder it is so jam nowadays....

Wide awake

2007-07-26T06:08:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep. I had been tossing and turning since 3plus in the morning. I'm just too stressed up with work.

Listening to this song just make me relax....

Just The Way You Are
Don’t go changing to try and please me,
You never let me down before,
Don’t imagine you’re too familiar,
And I don’t see you anymore.

I would not leave you in times of trouble,
We never could have come this far,
I took the good times,
I’ll take the bad times,
I’ll take you just the way you are.

Don’t go trying some new fashion,
Don’t change the colour of your hair,
You always have my unspoken passion,
Although I might not seem to care.

I don’t want clever conversation,
I never want to work that hard,
I just want someone that I can talk to,
I want you just the way you are.

I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew,
What will it take till you believe in me,
The way that I believe in you?

I said I love you, and that’s forever,
And this I promise from the heart,
I couldn’t love you any better,
I love you just the way you are.

Another Event Passed and Here's Another One Coming

2007-07-14T02:45:00.000+08:00

I had gone through Danga Bay, Johor and Queensway Bay, Penang last weekend. Here is another one coming and it is around the corner. I would say working in these events are not my cup of tea. Working 7-11 is very very exhausting. However, it is the travelling to new places and the food that I enjoyed when going to these event.

Looking forward for Perkampungan Hadhari in Alor Setar, Kedah. Hopefully, it would not be too hot and sunny! Keeping my finger crossed.

Everyone look so happy

2007-07-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

These are the people from my work place. We had gathering every 3 months. Colleagues from East Malaysia flew to West Malaysia for quarterly performance/operation meeting.

Dinner at Mum's Place 17th July. It is offering nyonya cuisine. The owner I presumed is among the top notched society, that's explain why he had so many pictures with celebrities and ministers on the wall.

Everyone look so happy. I wonder who is really happy; who is not?

Coming Soon Jom Heboh Carnival in Johor, Danga Bay!

2007-05-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

Next Friday, I will be heading to Johor for another event of Jom Heboh. In fact, I'm not looking forward for it. It is a very tiring event. I will be coming back on Monday....

Sianz.....

I'm going for Spiderman 3

2007-05-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

Some days I love my job. Some days I don't! For today I do!!! I am going to watch the Premiere of Spider Man 3 tonight for FREE!!! Looking forward for a great show.

Actually, this is not the first time I am given free tickets to the movies. Previously, it was the Premier screening for James Bond. The lead actor is Craig Daniel or David. The guy who came out from the sea wearing his swimming trunk plus a whole 6 packs of muscles. Pheee weet.........

Press Conference for Tipu Kiri Tipu Kanan

2007-03-27T15:45:00.000+08:00

Press conference for Tipu Kiri Tipu Kanan was held at Planet Hollywood, KL on 27th March. The only person I recognised from the casting crew is Hans Isaac. The rest are from Indonesia and India. Who is who ah?!?!?!

Perkampungan Hadhari, Pulau Duyung Terengganu II

2007-03-24T15:18:00.000+08:00

These two hosts from the Mencari Menantu are damn sporting. They are doing the kopi tarik stunts themselves. I, myself have not even tried it!

This is the second 2 minit live interview with Zaleha. Although it was only 2 minutes interview it felt like 20 minutes interview.

The celebrity for TV9 is Farrah Adeeba Mohamed Ashraf. She is arrogant in my opinion. She is currently the one of the faces for Nescafe's outdoor billboard 1 Now, 1 Nescafe. This is Minum Paling Banyak, Minum Paling Cepat Contest. The record is 5 cups of 3oz in 15 seconds.

Perkampungan Hadhari Pulau Duyung, Terengganu

2007-03-23T13:34:00.000+08:00

This was the second event for Perkampungan Hadhari. It was held in Pulau Duyung, Kuala Terengganu from 23 & 24 March 07. I had 3 events from one week to the another week starting from March onwards. I am glad when our event for May had changed the venue. So it is a 2 months break for me for Jom Heboh and Perkampungan Hadhari.

Perkampungan Hadhari was launched in Kepala Batas, Penang for 3 days from 15th March to 17th March. Luckily, I don't have to go for this event. It was hot. Those who went for the event came back as red as lobster!

Mawi is one of our famous local singer. He got his fame from Akademi Fantasia ( dunno which year). He had been endorsing many brands like Mamee Slurp, Power Root and also Silky Gal ( a local cosmetic brand which is doing very well in our local market).

I am endorsing my own brand too... hehehe..The brand ambassador for the company. Yeah right, a local brand ambasador is paid about 20K to 50K per year and it depended on their popularity. Me?? Less then 5 figure income.. hahahaha..... A local KL citygurl. I'm just a employee working for the company for the interview because we do not engaged any ambassador. There were 5 and 2 minutes interview.

As I mentioned in my previous post, this celebrity of TV9 is Zaleha Khairene. She had been to our booth. I can't confirm whether she is the same person.

Look so steady yeah... I was having a stage fright... However, i received praises from my boss. He said that I spoke very well for the interview.. duh......

The hosts for 'Mencari Menantu' err..I'm not a local malay fans... Understand from the TV3 peeps, it is a very well recepted reality show by the local malays. They are also planning for a second season this second half of the year....

The local celebs are supposed to drop by every booth for 30 minutes to organize some events and etc..

Jom Heboh Kuantan 2007 II

2007-03-10T12:51:00.000+08:00

Basically this is how the company set up in the event. It is used every where in Jom Heboh and Perkampungan Hadhari.

I think the camera was shooting my behind!!Should do it the opposite way.

This is the celebrity host from TV9. I think she is the same person who interviewed me but I really not sure. Look the same.
She is pretty.
Participants is getting ready on the fastest drinking coffee contest. The mc is informing on the rules...

Everytime an event like this end, I would be very tired...

Jom Heboh Kuantan 2007

2007-03-10T11:32:00.001+08:00

The company I am working with is going to participate both Jom Heboh and Perkampungan Hadhari for 2007. Basically Jom Heboh started as Sure Heboh in year 2005 but converted to Jom Heboh in year 2006. Why used the english word 'Sure' for a Malay carnival? So from 2006, Jom Heboh. It is organized by TV3 while Perkampungan Hadhari is organized by TV9.

In fact, I went to my first Jom Heboh event last year, in Batu Kawan Stadium, Pulau Pinang from 4 & 5 Nov 2006. Too bad, I had only taken 1 picture. It's the whole team of sales from HTM and us. Very supportive and cooperative team. Good teamwork!

This is how the carnival look like during the set up. Me and Sk. I can tell u to upload a picture for blogspot really take time. It is not easy, after some trial and error .. finally! Please bear with the sequence...

We are at the stage organizing a contest Kopi Tarik. Interesting to see the participants perform. All kinds of style....

To be continued... I'm still strugging with the pictures!!!

This year Resolutions for 2007

2006-12-26T11:59:00.001+08:00

Let's review what I had achieved for this year and the coming 2007's resolutions

What I had achieved in 2006
1. finish my studies, get the toilet paper ( i meant the cert) -> Yeap, done it! Now waiting for the final results
2. lost another 5 kgs -> Nope, sad to say I gained 7 kgs!! Shucks.. I better start going to gym more frequeently!!!!
3. i want to have more pay.. hmmm .. shall i change job again?? we shall see.....Achievable?? -> Yeap, new job now..

2007's resolution
1. Losing weight 7 kgs!! if possible make it 10kgs..
2. hmmm.... i dunno what else...

Let's look at 2008's res.. I know, I know 2007 had yet to come and now I am looking at 2008...(Hit the big 3O already!!)
1. Get myself a home..

Happy New Year !!!

Happy Boxing Day

2006-12-26T11:41:00.000+08:00

I know I had been lazy for not updating my blog.. but guess what!?!?!?

It has been 2 months and 1 week since I started my new job.

So far no complaint about the job yet caused I had been travelling.. Yip yip hooray!

So during these 9 weeks, I had been to Penang thrice, Tawau, KK (eventhough I just stayed in the room caused down with fever) and Kuching. It's had been travelling but what can I say.. It's good. I enjoyed the travelling but not so much on the market visit... Shoooshed don't tell anyone about it..

Happy Boxing Day!!!

Penang International Dragon Boat 2006

2006-12-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

I just came back from East Malaysia. In Penang organizing Penang International Dragon Boat 2006 from 16 & 17 December 06 in Tanjung Bungah Watersport Centre.

This is a dragon boat!

Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream....

The kiosk!!

The Penang HTM's team.

Y.B errr...

This gal is from NUS very Sporting.. Kopi Tarik

Me the honourable giving out the first prize to the winner!!

Token of appreciation from the organisor.

Budget 2007 Roadshow for East Malaysia

2006-12-11T17:27:00.000+08:00

Now I'm in Tawau. My first stop in East Malaysia. I'll be in Tawau for 1 night, then to Kota Kinabalu for another night and then to Kuching before flying back to Peninsular Malaysia from 11, 12 & 13 December 06. This is for the Budget Presentation 2007 for East Malaysia.

Ching Ching, PM for HTM and Richard our East Malaysia RSM. We are in a famous seafood restaurant in Tawau.....oooohh..la la....Bon appetite!

So delicious yeah, fresh crab. It's very fresh! Yummmy!!

Oysters!!!!!! Oishiii desuneee!!! RM$7 per oyster...Looking back at the picture make me drooool...

Budget 2007 Roadshow for West Malaysia

2006-12-05T17:20:00.000+08:00

I am travelling to North West Malaysia this 5 & 6 Dec 06. It's the company 2007 Budget Presentation for Penang & Ipoh. After the presentation, we had a dinner in one famous restaurant..Together with me is the Penang sales team and Ching Ching. Next week will be heavy travelling in East Malaysia

Countdown

2006-10-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

One more day to countdown. Tomorrow will be my first day at work after 3 months and 17 days of loafing around in the house.

I do not know what to expect from this new job and what my new boss will be expecting from me. However...

GANBATTE!!!

Options

2006-10-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

No news from the job I wanted, but instead i was given 2 offer from entirely 2 different jobs!

Option 1
Marketing Manager in Miso Indonesia
Pay : RM$ X , additional of RM$300 after confirmation 3 months
Prospect: Very good future

Option 2
Brand Executive with Nescafe's rival.
Pay: RM$ X - 100, no increment after confirmation of 6 months
Prospect : So so.. i reckon

Verdict:
I'm takin option 2 because
1. why work myself that hard for the same amount of salary, right??
2. be contented with life as option 2 was offered first
3. don't be greedy
4. i will be together with friends and family
5. i had commitment here
6. i dont want to start over again if working in indonesia for 2 to 3 years
7. i know i can do the job eventhough i dont have to prove it
8. i wont be happy sooner or later because i am not contented with the pay for option 1 in the event i take it
9. why letting people taking advantage of me, right??
10. life in malaysia are not too bad after all

I hope that there are some indicators to show that i am taking the right path.. like wat will happened if i take up option 1 and vice versa.

Gosh, life is a puzzle!

Decision made. OPTION 2

Desperate

2006-09-26T12:34:00.000+08:00

Call me desperado if you want to.. I had called the company twice to ask about the interview.

Till now I still had not heard from him yet. It's already Tuesday.

They still had not make up their decisions.

First, it was because the candidate had postphoned the interview and he/she couldn't make it. He had to see him/her before he decides. Then, he should select me, right since the candidate had shown no interest in the job!

Second, the office is moving last fri/sat and they will start operation in the new place. He would need to have discussions with the HR Manager before making the decisions. Let's see Monday settling down, then Tuesday discussing with HR Manager, hopefully by tomorrow, Wednesday he would be able to call me for the second interview.

I really hope that I will get the job.. I really do want the job.. Please do help me... I really do not know what else to do anymore.... I am desperate. Period.

Lost

2006-09-16T13:27:00.000+08:00

I want that job desperately. I really want the job. I really hope that the job can be mine!

Last night, it was the worst nightmare I had ever had. The guy turned me down from the job that I want desperately. I do not want it to turn into reality..

How come life had been easy for some? and yet difficult for some ? I belong to the group. I need is the job now...

A new year

2006-01-18T00:11:00.003+08:00

The year 2005 had passed in a wink..27 of age had passed and now it is 28...

My achievement in 2005
1. continued my studies after for so long break
2. lost 5 kgs
3. managed to get a car and now driving
4. changed to a slightly higher paid job not much though

What I want to achieve in 2006
1. finish my studies, get the toilet paper ( i meant the cert)
2. lost another 5 kgs
3. i want to have more pay.. hmmm .. shall i change job again?? we shall see.....

Achievable?? Hmmm.. I really wonder..

New Beginning

2005-12-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

It has been 2 weeks since I started my new job. I would say kinda cool interesting job.

At least it would not be so deskbound compare to my previous one..

After 2 years with the previous job, I would say life is pretty stagnant. I am so comfortable with the previous job that I find it is kinda scary. I am getting lazier I would say. This is because when you do a task for so many times, you know the loops and holes to get your way around it. If I am to stay on, I may not want to leave at all.. Why? Plain lazy.. cause I can get things done with my eyes closed! Simple as that...Life is so stagnant. I find that there are nothing much to learnt at all. All I can say, there are not much left for me there.

Now, things are so different.. With this new job, there are practically everything are new to me..

Things I want to learnt :-

1. How to use Adobe Photoshop, Ilustrator, Imageready and whatever got to do with Adobe

2. Photoshooting session

3. Colour separation - till now I have really no idea what the heck it is..

4. Event management - I had done this a couple times, I want to do more...

5. Press release

6. Joint promotion

Now on my hand, there are actually 3 major projects which I am given to start.

1. Screen TV advertising in Bukit Bintang

2. SMS Advertising

3. Cinema Advertising...

It is my first to experience a life recording radio advertising in my life, which I find kinda cool. 30 sec radio advertising in My FM and 98.8 FM...

It is also my first to experience a life photoshooting....

Awesome!!

Timeless

2005-12-02T15:08:00.000+08:00

It had been 2 months since I last wrote on this blog... Let's see what had happened :-

1. I just started to continue my studies now.. 1 Long dragging year. I would not say it is easy course as I have to do 5 to 6 assignments every 2.5 months. I would prefere the one which I had took in Singapore initially. The course was twice a week with 2 assignments every 2.5 months. This course needs me to attend 3 times per week! Damnation!! Assignments are very time consuming. I had to work in the middle of the night to rush for the dateline.. Slept for 2 hours and rushed for 3 hours. It is killing me. I wonder how long will I able to last before I colapse......

2. I had been going out with guy friends here and there, I kinda like the attention they are showering me.. reminds me of sweet 16 where guys start to ask you out for dates. This never happened to me as I was from a gals' school. Therefore things like this never happened to me. No interesting prom night or such. It's fun dating time now!

3. I had not been going to gym that often anymore compared to last time.. Kinda miss my gym gang. It is only weekends that I am trying to make my time for...

4. I started to gave tuition to a Standard 1 year boy. 2 hours once per week.. Kinda cute but very naughty boy. Clever and smart I would say. I will teach him English and Malay. The mother had just approached me last week to teach her 5 /6 year old daughter as well. 1/2 hour to begin with then gradually increase to 1 hour to help her with Malay!! Gosh where am I suppose to find the time in the world???

I need more time now.....

Illness

2005-09-27T14:34:00.000+08:00

Last week, it has been a horrible week. I had been down with a fever for 3 days.. Till now I had not fully recovered from it yet.

Now, it will be coughing and coughing..

I gotten 3 days mc for the fever, fainted in the clinic once while waiting for the nurse to dispense the medicine. Shucks! Thank god, my dad was around to help me. Wheeled into one of the rooms, with a lot of chaos going round.. Recovered from the dizziness and went back home for medicine and rest.

I had not being going to the gym as frequently as I used to due to this fever. I had only been there twice last week and maybe once this week. My whole week schedule is packed with my recent part-time job. I felt guilty about it.

Anyway, I will be back for more gym classes next Monday to compensate on the loss.

Death

2005-08-15T14:50:00.000+08:00

Today has been a very bad day.. Bad day as in the sense of bad luck.. I don't gamble or what knots.. but it is really bad..

On my way to the office driving... Yes, I know! I know... I have been driving almost everyday.....I came across a dead carcass.. a brown dog.. smashed with the head flatten, i presumed... Guts all jutted out with blood splurted on the road with clearly visible exposed reddished skin.... Goshed! IT is really disgusting!! Pity and sorrowful..

Not only this, after the dead dog, I came acrossed another carcass. This time is a brown cat, the tail was clearly visible... sheeeshed..

Then, it was last Friday I think.. it was a pigeon.. the head was gone, with the wings spread out flat on the road.. blood spluttered...

Maybe it is the Seventh Month caused a lot of animals accident...
No comment on it.. either the animals are careless, or the drivers are careless or it is their time to leave but in a horrible way....

Rest in Peace!

The end

2005-07-15T10:46:00.000+08:00

I had given up on it. No initiative was taken from both. There is nothing more to say. Period.

Life is a lot easier to have it for your self rather than sharing it. Call me selfish if you want to but I couldn't care more. No more headaches, heartaches and sleepless nights.

A new beginning..

Driving

2005-07-14T11:43:00.000+08:00

Today is the third day, I drove to work.. Maybe to any other people it is norm to drive to work but not for me. After obtaining my license since 1995, I seldom drive. It had been on and off thing, where I drove once or twice after I graduated from the driving school. I am very scared of driving, i can feel my heart thumpting very fast when I need to drive. My hands turn into icy cold. Iam phobia to drive.

Reason being that I had met an accident when I was 21 or 22. At that time I and a friend just are on the way back from visiting KLIA, at then, the airport was newly built. He was a new driver. Being new, when a white van accidently knock the back of the car, he was shocked and nervous. The car was skidded from left to right lane and from right to left. I was swing from left to right and right to left at that point of time. The car went up to the side pavement and hit the railings. The bonnet and the engine of the car were damaged badly due to the accident. Thank to god, both me and my friend were not hurt. It was a close shaved I would said.

After this accident, I had not been driving till lately..Thank god, I still got the guts to touch the wheel. Sometimes, I still break into cold sweats when I'm driving..

Hopefully, I would be able to conquer my fear of driving soon...

Driving phobia......

Life has been busy

2005-07-13T14:09:00.000+08:00

Life has been pretty busy lately...I didn't blog lately.. Joining the gym had taken much of moi time. This leads the gym as my second home..

First home is the "office"
Second home is the "gym"
Third home is the "home"

I had been pretty active that I goes to gym almost every day for the past few months. I started slowly in February. The pace start to pick up in May. I do enjoy my classes. I'm glad that I had become the gym's member at least it take up most of my time. On the contrarary, I don't have to feel bored too... Besides that, I got to know more people there. Get to loose a few pounds, actually more than that. It is a great achievement especially after sweating out in classes like Bodystep, Bodycombat, Bodypump and RPM. What matters most is I love the classes there.. Phew .. Really can sweat it out...

Sooner or later I'm becoming exerciseholics...

New to Exerciseholics... Woo hooo

misintrepretation

2005-03-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

I misintrepretated...

Well, life can be that bad .. I cannot imagine if it is really the truth.. I would called it imagination. The imagination is so torturing, what if it is the real thing.. I dare not think of the consequence.

I am trapped in the quicksand. It is too late to pull myself up.. I will wait till it slowly drained me out.

Souless

Love and Hatred

2005-03-21T08:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night was a difficult night for me. I can't sleep. Tossed and turned throughout the nights.

Today, my feelings for the day had gone from bad to worst... I can feel my eyes swollen from the crying I had. The clouds are gloomy.. The sky look greyish to me.. Everything is so dull and unattractive..

Why must I torture myself??? After all the things I had been through for the passed days. Is it worth the trouble making myself so miserable.

There is mix feelings in me... A sec it is hatred burning in my eyes and another sec, my heart was aching.. How could such feelings exist?? I hate the hatred you had caused me. I hate my love for you as my heart is still there for you... Thinking of you. Hopes where I dare not believed in is still there in me. I pray hard with time can help me to unleash these feelings

Down with missing love. Down with hatred that instilled in me. Love and hate at the same time.

Something missing in life

2005-03-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

It had been two days. It felt like 2 years. Time passed by very slowly.

I can feel the emptiness in me. There is something missing in me for the past two days. Tears come and go very frequently. It is a torture waiting. I had been checking my phone, hoping and hoping.. for something.....but still it is all but silence..

It is just the matter of getting used to the emptiness in my heart...I hope the torture will end soon...